I’ve soured a few times with vinegar jars before but I want something a bit more aggressive this time. I’m a victim of childhood rape and my uncle is the one to blame. I am absolutely livid that he’s still living a rather comfortable life with a wife and kids.
My plan was to allow some water to turn black in our yard. Let nature do it’s thing and turn the water into a stagnant swamp culture filled with all sorts of nasty things like mosquito larvae and bacteria. I also plan to let another container of water be infused with rust for a few months.
When it is close to the time I want to perform this, I want to use some ground beef and shape it into the likeness of a brain (don’t know if our meat market sells brain, plus ground beef is more affordable to us) filling it with a picture of him along side a petition of my intentions. Once it was filled I will let this sit outside to rot so that maggots can eat into it. Symbolizing my intent for his mind to be eaten away. When that is done I will scoop this “brain” Into a jar and fill that jar with all the nasty uncomfortable liquids I had made. Light a black candle and read about all my ill feelings toward him as if I were reading a eulogy. Pour the wax over the jar to seal it and rattle it up while praying/chanting my intentions toward him. I plan to pour out a bottle of vodka (as I plan to do this outdoors) as an offering to any local spirits that might want to help.
I’m not sure if I should bury the jar or keep it out to continue shaking and praying ill intentions over it whenever I feel like it (as I do with my sweetening jars).
As far as any spiritual aid goes, the only entity I’m sort of close to would be Loki from the norse pantheon but have yet to converse with him about this matter.
Any thoughts? Feedback? Suggestions?
Thank you in advance!