Did you feel like you got anything in exchange? I’m genuinely interested, even though I think the idea’s crazy.
Btw I’ve always, always gotten sick in churches, usually feel like I’m about to black out, so I think something happened with me in a former life, it’s worse in some than others but I don’t even like to catch Songs Of Praise (Sunday hymn show broadcast from a church) on TV.
And I was warping the words of hymns long before I was even 8 years old, because the suckiness of the lyrics disgusted me even though I was otherwise shy and well-behaved, so I do think things can happen that can bar you for a lifetime and beyond from certain kinds of spirituality, I guess unless you go grovelling back (and fuck DAT shit!).[/quote]
Lol Lady Eva, I remember that show also, with that awful little man who introduced it. It drove me mad, my mother used to sit perched in front of the tv and I couldn’t understand why, it created a feeling of unease within myself lol. I fainted numerous times in church, I just kept an eye on my watch and counted down to the last second when I could escape. I was forced to go by my parents every Sunday, sometimes I have flashbacks lol.