A while ago I got so pissed about a persons constant painful psionic/astral attacks that I just wanted to throw demons at him and then I felt three circles of demons around me that I could pull in, so I pulled in two and felt my room get thick with their dark energies. Then I threw them at him ordered to attack him. (felt two circles was enough plus it was a risk in my mind as the inner one had high ranking ones in it, like the big names)
[This was the first time I worked w the dark side in 18 year and it felt SO GOOD. Like something that had been missing was coming back; like cracks in my body was filled in; like I became more colorful.
I did 7y of Dragon Rouge, got fucked by the dark side and switched. Joining the dark side again felt like coming down, because you are in such a high energy state constantly, working w the light side.]
Anyway, so my question is what are your thoughts on calling demons to you without a magickal circle? Safety wise.