So I’v recently ( about 4 months ago ) officially cut my ties to striving to follow Yahuwah ( the God of the bible ). I cut them mainly because I desire direction and guidance for my life which to my saddened heart, the God of the Bible’s qualifications were too high and unreasonable for me.
Problem** is that I still desire this guidance and direction… and I am still in the dark and quite alone in my path. I desire someone to follow. I desire something or someone to devote myself to. A higher cause to pay my honors towards. I wish to even do work in an exchange for rewards maybe even. I don’t know much about many demons personally…
so before I figure out which to serve, how do I serve / honor them?
You honestly find them along the way and it’s very receptive. Just like when your “Higher Self” makes a calling out to you. So can these beings, and they will at the right time.
Some just find a way to connect with you. It’s amazing honestly. Rewards/offers… man, the offering is just like you’re honoured to have guests at your place. You welcome them
In and offer something. Wine (not for all though), nice snacks such as biscuits, cake, blood, cum… or whatever certain thing that specific entity is fond of. The one in my room needs red drink so I use creaming soda.
I don’t even know how to summon one bro. And it’ll be awhile before I can get my own place to even have the peace and quiet to just meditate. Is there a way to serve or honor them more in a physical sense??
My man all you gotta do is cast a circle, learn a banishment ritual and invoke (I prefer that than evoke). Obviously some equipment may be required such as specific candles, incense, items… but these are all symbolic of the ritual which of course takes its role in the mind.
Be patient and don’t feel like you’re lost, not all those who are wonder are lost. You’re searching around, just keep doing it.
I went through several sacraments as a kid. Dad side catholic, Mom side Buddhist. I’m neither, but I carry the essence of Buddha because it’s peaceful and I carry Christ Consciousness because it connects me to others. You can learn snippets of each particular teaching. But I understand, that many on LHP will reject Christianity and perhaps Islam in totality, when they’re majorly interconnected to subjugate forces that exist.
If privacy is a large concern for you, perhaps the book Lucifer and the Hidden Demons by Theodore Rose may help you. The rituals require no tools, and can be performed completely within your mind, silently if need be.
The demons do not want your worship. They want to work with you and your desire to bring you the reality of your choosing. Any demon that will accept worship is a narcissist and will use you for their own ends, rather than help you.
If you prefer to enslave yourself to the spiritual, then you should return to God. He gladly welcomes those who wish to prostrate themselves before him in submission. If you prefer to become strong and independent, to devote yourself to the betterment and unveiling of your self, then Lucifer will gladly accept your partnership.
Lucifer may grant you the guidance that you seek, but he will not accept your service or worship. Sincere gratitude is all that he requires. That, and a willingness to trust him and the magickal process. If you are capable of this, then there will be great rewards.
First thing is you can worship but ill tell you some would find it offensive.
This path is about making yourself stronger, not bowing to anyone.
Start looking up Evokation, Invokation, shielding, warding, and energy work here.
These are the starting points to have successful contact with Spirits.
You are a kind and gentle soul and oh so eager to learn. I actually don’t sense anything negative about you at all which is rare so I know you are a person destined to walk your own path.
Do some research on the various demons, entities whatever you want to call them and find one that resonates with who you are or the goal you want to accomplish.
Keep it simple and just talk to them, nothing more required. If you need a stronger connection carry their sigil as a reminder of their presence. Use it as a kind of spiritual 2-way radio if you need it.
Maybe light a candle for them for a petition of some sort. Don’t worry about the color just use the energy of the candle.
My point is you can make this as complicated or simple as you like, It’s your journey. But take a step and trust in yourself.
You give off an innocent childlike vibe to me tbh. We are around the same age bro I’m 22 this year. Definitely a gentle spirit. Are you a sagittarius? Wild guess.
I don’t know if your doing some fancy meditation or if you’re just guessing based off my replies but either way bravo. I question my sign actually. I’m a Taurus ( April 24 1998 ) but yet I don’t see any of it’s characteristics in me. Weird
It’s because it extends further than that. That is only your Sun sign which is your general/outer self identity. There’s a lot more to it than that. Remember, 12 houses, 12 signs, 12 planets. 360/12=30 degree. 30x12 = 360 degree personalised natal wheel that will never be identical to anyone else. Aspects are important to look into, especially their positioning of them in houses and planets. If ought to be, it’d take tens or even hundred million years or so. If you want, I can do a natal chart reading for you. PM though.