Quick recap of what I’ve been doing. (Not that many people would actually know)
Recently I’ve reached a point where most non physical changes (like mental and energetic) I’ve become immensely easy, with the exception of me not being able to perfectly alter my perception.
I’m sort of making changes to m yenergetic and mental systems to obtain power, and I believe right now is the perfect time for me to do so.the problem is, I have no idea what to do. I’ve been sitting on my ass,doing things occasionally but really having no real drive until sudden inspiration hits.
So far I have:
Raised my vibrations over a period of days to the point where I cannot raise it anymore (and before now I had to “expand my vessel” to do so). It’s immense.
Altered my mentality to be more emotionally stable and secure, made myself defended mentally and emotionally from too much criticism and ego related incidents.
Altered my mental state to be more loving, receptive of love and in a state of near constant love.
Gained full control over my emotions and partial control over my mental beliefs and sensations
At this point, I’m not sure what to do. I know what I want, but I also know that pursuing it directly won’t be as effective right now, because I need to strengthen myself through spiritual practice in general. As of now, my goals are extremely lofty for what I am immediately capable of:
Kinesis of some sort, for fun
Power over my physical form and the physical world in a significant sense
Immense states of energetic ascended power and knowledge being unbelievably easy to get
Methods of infinite expansion I can do anywhere. (I was using raising my vibrations this way but as we spoke, I hit a sort of ceiling)
Practical clairaudience and clairvoyance
Telepathy and mind reading, or similar mental stuff
Immense power over my mental state (think making myself hallucinate like in a dream powerful)
Powerful, casually applied healing abilities
And honestly I could probably expand this list for a few miles. The shared trait of all of these goals is that they’re very possible, but were I to attempt to achieve them they would absolutely drain me for very little result coming out of it.
I have discovered that the more sadhana/gnosis/experience (not interchangable just a combination of these) I come across and learn, the more ease and within reach many of these skills are. So I’m not doing something.
I asked my tarot cards what I need to do, what I need to focus on and they just told me I needed to help someone. I still have no idea who.
I reached out to you guys to give me some advice, some insight. Thank you.