Hey guys. Just a quick question. I was wondering on how I can develop my astral senses? I have been meditating almost everyday. I have to do it with guided meditation on YouTube though because I can’t seem to sit still and keep my mind from racing. I’ve tried to do it a lot and it never works. I have bad anxiety also so that doesn’t help. I feel like I’m stuck right now. I’ve been doing sigils and trying to make contact with Bune but I can’t tell if I am heard or not cause I feel like I have no astral senses at all. I really want to move forward but I don’t know how to get past this, or what else I can do.
Also I’m sorry if there is already a post on this. I just would like some answers to my problem specifically. I don’t have a lot of room in my room but i did my best to set up an alter for Bune. I talk to Bune in my head and out loud every day. But it saddens me that I don’t know if I am heard. Or if I am I have no idea.
I have no one in my life personally to talk to about this. I really would like a mentor or something. I am jobless at the moment. (I am looking for one) so I can’t afford to buy any books. I’m not sure if there are any free ones online I could download ?
Sometimes I can sense a weird presence in my room at night. It kind of makes me anxious but maybe it’s just someone trying to tell me they are there. It’s a new feeling to me so maybe that’s why it makes me anxious. So idk if it might be Bune or just a bad spirit attracted to me since I have sigils everywhere and like crystals.
I know half this post is rambling I’m sorry. I just want someone to talk to about it because I feel so lost. I’ve been drawn to this path for years but never knew really were to start.
I’ve watched a lot of EAs videos. I’m trying to read as much as I can but if I don’t have any astral senses yet I feel like it’s gonna leave me at a road block. So yeah if anyone has any advice for me I would really appreciate it. Mostly I would love to have like a mentor of sorts. But I know you all have your own stuff to deal with and life’s to live.
Any help would be appreciated from the bottom of my black heart . Pm me if you would like or you can just reply.
Again sorry if this has been posted before.
You guys are awesome and I’m so happy to find this forum. I’ve learbed a lot about the Goetia but still have so much to learn.