So yesterday, for the New Moon in Scorpio, following what I thought was a contact from Belial I proceeded with the following rituals:
- Sword Banishing
- Master Protection Ritual (also from the Gallery of Magick, 1st day on 33)
- Opening the Six Ways
- ReClaiming Rite (last of a daily practice done since last New Moon)
- Dressed a red candle with oil and mugwort (I don’t have any black candle anymore, and mugwort is the only herb I have too).
- Flashed Belial’s sigil and made a small blood offering with a lancet
- Poured a glass of red wine
- Spoke and sang the Hymn to Belial from @Xag_darklight
- Spoke a little bit telling him why I summoned him and sat down in silence waiting for any sign
From the moment I flashed his sigil I felt a shift in the room, something unusual, a bit unpredictable somewhat.
In meditative silence I was waiting for a manifestation, or a message, but didn’t “hear” anything. I stayed like that maybe 20 mn or so. Eventually I spoke again and told him what I’m looking for in my life.
I then “heard” his quite soft voice telling me to masturbate and give him my sperm on top of the glass of wine while looking at his sigil and simultaneously visualizing what I want.
So I did. Shooting “ITZ RA CHA BELIAL” at the moment of climax.
He “told” me my wish will be fulfilled before the next New Moon and invited me to drink a sip from the glass of red wine to “seal the deal”.
He also “told” me he will show me how potent magick is once my wish will be fulfilled and that he could teach me more after that.
Honestly, his energy feels so alien to me, I’m not soooo sure I wasn’t just speaking to myself and tricking myself but eh! That doesn’t prevent me to enter the game fully, play my part with enthusiasm and be open for transformation!
I’ll keep you posted once the wish is fulfilled!
EDIT: oh and my tarot card of the day this morning after the ritual is the Ace of Cup. Funny as I’ve been sharing a cup with Belial! And yeah, he promised me something related to my relationships… 