Anyone know what he is? In my dreams he appears as a white haired man with impossibly blue eyes. His skin is pale. His nails are black and sharp. Hes almost always either serious faced and business-like or smirking. He wears a black suit with a white shirt and dark purple neck tie and matching pocket handkerchief. His shoes are clean and polished black dress shoes. In my dreams he never gave a name. But I know him as Soul Keeper in the deepest part of my chest. In non-dream in person life he appears as a large shadowy figure wearing a hooded robe with claw fingers. When I was a kid he used to stare at my brother and i at night beside our beds. But my brother only saw him once, which tells me he watched over me more before entering my dreams (probably because I was the only magic user at the time and could see spirits.) I also remember feeling him caress my hair. And once I felt breath pass my ear and heard the word “Remember” whispered. This was at a point where I had forgotten about the 3 dreams I had in which I denied that he owned my soul.
He also attacked my boyfriends leg (when we lived states apart) after I mushily said that my heart and soul belonged to him. My boyfriend got paralyzed and he ripped his claws into his leg once. My boyfriend described it as being cut into his soul and not his flesh. And he saw the hooded man before it happened and couldnt scream until after it occured.
Also in the first dream he shackled my right ankle so I couldnt run (with an invisible one) and ever since that dream I can still feel its weight around my ankle.
Now on to the important part.
What exactly is he? I’m going to be evoking Opfaal soon to help me. And I need to know what I might be dealing with when I ask for his help in freeing my boyfriend and I. I just cant seem to do any magick right anymore or even grow things. I’m always lethargic and falling asleep. My luck and fortune is sour when I used to be the luckiest person I knew. I cant see spirits anymore or astral plane anymore. So I’m going to ask Opfaal for help freeing me from this shackle. And I dont want to be injured in the process. I was going to ask for my boyfriend to be freed first just in case something does happen.
(Also I developed endometriosis out of nowhere after my boyfriend got clawed. And now I’m infertile… but I know I wasnt wrong in denying his ownership of my soul.)