Sometimes you just have to lose. I’d been living in an SRO in the homeless system for 4 years, paid for by Section 8, when the program got a new manager after 18 years. She took it upon herself to start throwing people out if they didn’t bring in income, even though everybody’s rent was automatically paid every month anyway.
I didn’t want to have to sit through bullying sessions with her and her coworkers, so I voluntarily left before they evicted me. I sold what I could of my stuff but had to donate most of it just to get rid of it. I took a bus/train combo halfway across the country to try to live in Penn Station in NYC, and got taken in immediately by a wealthy stranger who styles celebrities for a living, but when I told him I was a Kundalini mystic he was visibly terrified and put me out the next day so he could go to a Christmas party.
I was already married to Satan, but he didn’t step in to secure me anything permanent. I ended up having to go back to abusive family, so I would be forced to confront them until I’ve stolen all their power. I’ve been here for a few years.
In my case, the reason all that happened is I was going through my Pluto square Saturn transit. There was nothing that could’ve prevented what happened.