So sorry for your loss. I’m still grieving at some level- feel free to PM if you ever need to talk.
I’m also constantly reminding myself that Baby and I may meet again.
All I’ve been doing since leaving a brief hospital stay (that part still feels kinda like a long weird dream but it’s coming back to me slowly) has been walking around listening to music, boxing while listening to music, occasionally looking at memes while I just recover for a bit in somewhat isolation while healing with the family too.
It was reassuring to see the cherry blossoms I’d come to associate Baby with wherever I walked seemingly 
plus a random virus ad with that same flower popped up on my phone along with some other viruses
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Thank you. I read your thread regarding Baby. And you have my condolences as well.
I had another cat before this one and she passed away 9 years ago. She lived to be about 17. (and I had her for 7 years too!) I was going thru some very serious matters of a personal nature and I was planning on putting her to sleep. She passed away in my room while I was away. I didn’t see her body right away because it was already dark. So I grieved pretty hard back then.
She did “visit” me not long afterwards. I was in bed half asleep when I felt her crawl up on me. Yours may do the same. Take comfort in that somewhere these creatures are in a better place.
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Sorry for the loss of your sweet Baby 
. Grief is the price we pay for love. I hope you have wonderful memories of her. One day you will find the sting will be gone, and the happy memories will remain. Take care of yourself x
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No idea what’s been going on. Lost in spirituality now while we grieve in private.
Always maintained my distance in whatever way I perceived as healthiest for the given moment. The hospital’s long weird dream continues to trickle back in, which memories are real vs which were possibly implanted at some point at some level, always somehow inexplicable correlations
The things I’m grateful for: the BALG community, ethnic background, always fighting back for the sake of basic respect or what I saw as basic respect towards other humans, basic empathy, basic anything especially when involving basic necessities and personal boundaries/consent and disgusting sexual assumptions made about anyone and anything
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Grazie per il vostro supporto 
[/quote] If you want to improve your cat, first of all you have to cut all the cords that have connected to him, many spirits and demons especially when a person or animal are sick connected with ropes to suck energy so it struggles to recover.
Then display the cat in presence and control if there are strings attached and the all cuts, as soon as you have finished the vital energy immediately increases.
Then if I am still in time write me in PVT with the name of the cat and the pathology they gave the doctors and send you an immediate restore procedure. It is also a hardware that your cat took something to your place so he should be cleaned and freed. Hi I hope I was understandable.
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The cat is being sent into the light by someone we are working with.
So this is being taken care of.
Yes, it is important to cut the energy strings of dying souls but we already did that.
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Thank you all again.
I just left the hospital today and had a couple lucid dreams with Baby, and can still remember how vividly I could feel her when petting her in the dreams. I think she’s safely transitioned and visiting now
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Not sure where to put this, but making up some herb blend to help with the mourning process and the heartbreak, things I put off this past month as I was shuttled from Hospital to hospital, each one not having a clue what to do about me after all the random blackouts and one NDE after which I was briefly in a vegetative state and the CT scans continued to show normal brain functioning🤷🏻♀️
Will work on my herbs with functions spreadsheet to eventually share
Feedback appreciated as I literally am just making this one up on the spot
Heartbreak and promote happiness blend:
Chrysanthemum
Lavender
Catnip
Five finger grass
St John’s Wort
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I stumbled upon this post because I’m going through something very similar with my pug. She had a cancerous mass growing on the top roof of her mouth causing her tongue to hang from the side. I spent $1500 to get it removed. It’s been about a month and I don’t think she’s getting any better, she can barely eat. Im heart is shattered because she’s been my emotional rock for so many years.
I live in a really shitty apartment, I’ve been saving up for a better place, that being said my heart breaks every time I have to leave her in that apartment for hours upon hours while I’m at work. It’s not fair for her, I wish I left her in a much better home.
I’m going to be trying the suggestions you received, I wish you luck on your beautiful cat. Much love to you.
I’m also curious on spirits that can help keep her soul for me so she can wait for me on the other side. She’s my little baby, and life is going to be so dull and empty without her
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I tried it now with my cat because she was neutered today.i chanted for a long time i even stared saying words out of the righ order i tried to feel energy going in to my cat from both of my hands.the sensation was kinda weird i could like even feel some thing pulling to my cat(like in my palms going to my cat)my cat licked me and she stared closjng her eyes.i think its good sign that she is sleepy during this .i will do more of it tommorow
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