So I’m getting pissed. My heart apparently is convinced me and Sam still have a chance. I somehow managed to talk to it. I don’t know how this is going to work, but I basically told them I would give them all the resources they needed to actually manifest what they were so sure of and prove it, and as a result, they cannot hurt anymore or interfere.
They agreed?
this doesn’t make any sense, but it basically had the same invocation voice. And I no longer hurt. I feel like I’m completely emotionally detached from the situation
I just feel nothing about it. I know if I looked into it I would probably unearth some feelings, the same feelings that made me cry like a lunatic just a bit earlier. But like, I don’t want to. I don’t want to feel that. and I will do this as much as I can until whatever the problem is has finally just come out of my view
No. I pretty much just told it to stop and I gave it leverage and it just did. I feel a little physical pain for some reason, but I’m going to be taking it up with it. This is way better than all of the crying I did
I dunno, how is any of this website reasonable?I would say that my emotions just ending is pretty reasonable. I mean, I still have them, I’m just not feeling them right now. At least in relation to this incident.
Look you should consider possibility of your emotions, which is a powerful fuel, being vamped.But it might be just a blunt moment after all that crying too.
I have no idea who would be vamping them, and I genuinely do not give a shit. I have had so muchturmoil over literally every fear in the book and now you’re trying to hit me with a tinfoil hat scare for vampirism. I literally asked my self to stop feeling and it did.
I am just saying consider a possibility.I know it feels hard to do that in such state.I had a break up two weeks ago too,getting up and working is really hard trust me.But there is a long run.Pussy is temporary (dick for you I guess).My path is eternal.