Hello everyone , I wonder if anyone has any advice for me , I bought a familiar from someone which was designed for protection and usaully feed it with offerings , in the last two weeks though , its completely dulled my emotions and connection to myself and others. When I try to recall memories with emotion attached, there seems to be a blockage there, and it blocks me out from properly sensing energy (i sometimes get a burning sensation when other energies reach me) it also completely has dulled my emotions and connection to myself and others, when I try to recall memories with emotion attached there seems to be a blockage there and it triggers memory issues for me.
I’ve tried to take away the offerings which seemed to have work for one day but the issue was still persisting , il be honest with you, I thought destroying the entity would solve the issue but the thing is, it hasn’t , the effect still remains.
i’ve thought about maybe contacting buer , marbas or raphael?
would this work to correct the issue?
Does anyone else have any other advice , it would be greatly apreciated
Yeah im not sure its weird for sure. I’ve tried cleansings and also aura purifying. I am decently experienced with energy work , which is why im kind of confused as to why its not correcting itself
I think we don’t really know exactly what it did or why, and if we knew that we could estimate what needs to happen and ow long that would take.
I pulled a couple of cards, one from two different decks with very different approaches to their worldview. Both are giving an overall feeling of creative forces. I don’t get the feeling this entity was doing what it was advertised to do. But also it’s not necessarily bad.
My Tarot of the Cat People, which is a very negative deck for me and picks out the worst aspects in a situation, gave the Seven of Cups, upright, meaning fantasy, imagination, foolish whims, illusionary success. This implies elements of the entity were not successfully formed as designed. Possibly due to incomplete visualization or fuzzy intent on the part of of it’s creator.
That would fit with unexpected results anyway.
My Quareia Deck which is more of an Oracle, got deeper into that and gave “Threshold Guardian”. (I’ll post the snippet below under fair use and I this deckbook is available free on the Quareia website.)
So this is also about creation and creativity through mental effort but I’m drawn to the mention of mental alchemy and regeneration - and also protection from accidental exposure to too much too soon I’d say, from what it calls the “inner worlds” which I read as deep psyche and non-human astral areas.
This makes me wonder if the numbness is a then protective measure, either for work it was doing with you or work you were already involved in. Maybe it just saw memories with emotion as a thing to protect you from, but the cards seem to think something specific and deliberate was going on. And that something is still ongoing. But when that has completed then the numbness isn’t needed and will fall away. This is conjecture though.
But is there anything even like that, some inner working or personal alchemy you’re doing that could be mentally-emotionally painful and trigger blanket protections against emotion?
Thanks for the effort I really apreciate it , this entity in question espiecally after the 10th of jan I would feed it with 3 incense a day and a glass of water , the intention was to protect me from intrustive spirits and entities , I did this up untill around the 2nd of february where I gave the same intention but also fed it cheese(bare in mind im not a particular believer in the symbolism of items and offerings , I just see it as energy)energy in energy out , this was my thoughts when going into this and if i stopped feeding it or destroyed it , the energy would dissipate.
But yeah in the week I fed it cheese, I gave it the same offering however if I remmeber there were sometimes when i was programming the intention that i had a brain fart and it was possible that the entity in question was misguided or was acting on an unclear intention during that week , and cause it was almost the full moon , it basically sent it into overdrive
Ok, you’re not working on anything big in terms of self development right now, so that’s not it.
What did you intend by “intrusive”. Could it have overapplied that term to any energy popping up including memories that affect your emotional body or added energy to you in any way?
I communicated to the entity through words and visualisation , i said may you protect me(then in visualisation showed me sitting there) and then said from all intrusive spirits and entities) and then showed through visualisation entities attacking me.
Tbh i do think this is one of those things about misguided intentions , because I was on painkillers for quite a while and was coming off of them that week so was having alot of emotions and one day of the week I slipped up and got emotional in middle of the session with the entity and then was struggling to visualise the intent
I’m thinking also it got confused and treated the emotions and other energy as spirits. Everything has spirit in it’s way, as understood from an animistic perspective.
So far what you’ve tried has removed the source of additional protections, but not addressed the ones put in place, so I’d work on those as if they were energy blocks.
Since you use energy work already, I’d suggest going this route to directly find and clear the blocks from your qi body.
A method I really like and use a lot for block clearing without examining the contents, as it were, is the “Water Method of Taoist Meditation”, which is explained in books by B K Francis. You only need the first one to start with.
Sigils with the intention to not be protected from attack? I don’t know if that would clear the block as much as set up more conflicting energy and make a mess.
For me it doesn’t really feel like it a block it feels like a modification of some sort , because the meditations i’ve done and energy work i’ve done to remove doesn’t do anything.
and the entity in question is dead
So I think I will have to petition another entity to fix the issue for me(if they actually can)
