Guidence needed (connectec or overthinking)

This might be a little long and confusing so i apologise in advance.

When i started i was planning to connect with lord lucifer, and well for personal reasons i couldn’t do actual rituals, but i tried imitating the acts of older people that i used to see as a child which was writing sigil using their blood and praying. I also wrote lord lucifers sigil using my blood, for two days i prayed (i didnt pray using any guience just spoke what my heart wished) and on day two i think i notice there was something in the house, first it wasnt so clear just felt something following, then weird dreams followed. Just on day four the dream didnt stay as dream, i was a sleep then a was awake with in my dream and a dark figure was watching me with a deep dark voice it said “so what you scared, ohh tryna act brave okay. make me believe you go now and cut your palm for me” well i woke up with my mothers scream, i was infact holding a physical knife trying to cut the other hand.

someone on the platform (dont remember names sorry) told me to cleance send me links, i tried to follow some advice but it didnt work, then some one told me to burn the paper. i know this part is gonna sound crazy which i still dont even believe my very own eyes but the regular printable paper didnt burn just turned black with my drawing still visible, i got scared and kept it. I just got so bored of trying to chase it away gave me the feeling as if the spirit just loved scaring me so i decided to leave it as it is.

While this was happening, i was looking at some post on the platform. And a post got my attention it was giving details about King Belial and so i read it, because of my learning difficulty i read it more then once and a phrace stack to my head. Without realzing i repeated that phrace over and over.

I don’t know if it has any connection or not but the spirit i was planning to leave alone well i stopped feeling its presence, and the thick atmosphere that was around me left.

Now i without realizing repeat Lord Lucifer’s enn or King Belial’s enn. and this image doesnt leave my mind.

can anybody tell me if there is a connection or if they know whats happening

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What is this phrase that you repeated?

i dont know how to spell it correctly, but its “itz ra cha belial”

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a saw at a post that the phrace i was repeating is King Belial’s enn but not quite sure, all i know is that i always wanna repeat it in between Lord Lucifers enn

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There are several hymns to King Belial, and these are the best and most powerful of them.

what does hymns mean? and does this mean King Belial also heard me?

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For got to add this at the post but my ears wouldnt stop riging for solid six minutes and every time its either right ear or left ear, The rining happens every thirty minutes. some times its to powerful it forces me to stop what ever im doing

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