This might be a little long and confusing so i apologise in advance.
When i started i was planning to connect with lord lucifer, and well for personal reasons i couldn’t do actual rituals, but i tried imitating the acts of older people that i used to see as a child which was writing sigil using their blood and praying. I also wrote lord lucifers sigil using my blood, for two days i prayed (i didnt pray using any guience just spoke what my heart wished) and on day two i think i notice there was something in the house, first it wasnt so clear just felt something following, then weird dreams followed. Just on day four the dream didnt stay as dream, i was a sleep then a was awake with in my dream and a dark figure was watching me with a deep dark voice it said “so what you scared, ohh tryna act brave okay. make me believe you go now and cut your palm for me” well i woke up with my mothers scream, i was infact holding a physical knife trying to cut the other hand.
someone on the platform (dont remember names sorry) told me to cleance send me links, i tried to follow some advice but it didnt work, then some one told me to burn the paper. i know this part is gonna sound crazy which i still dont even believe my very own eyes but the regular printable paper didnt burn just turned black with my drawing still visible, i got scared and kept it. I just got so bored of trying to chase it away gave me the feeling as if the spirit just loved scaring me so i decided to leave it as it is.
While this was happening, i was looking at some post on the platform. And a post got my attention it was giving details about King Belial and so i read it, because of my learning difficulty i read it more then once and a phrace stack to my head. Without realzing i repeated that phrace over and over.
I don’t know if it has any connection or not but the spirit i was planning to leave alone well i stopped feeling its presence, and the thick atmosphere that was around me left.
Now i without realizing repeat Lord Lucifer’s enn or King Belial’s enn. and this image doesnt leave my mind.
can anybody tell me if there is a connection or if they know whats happening
