Normally, I don’t sit and watch BALG videos, or occultist videos in general. I find them to be too long and not necessarily that informative. But it was linked to in another thread, so for some reason I guess I decided to check it out.
EA’s August 31st Video
Empire Building is something I’m concerned with, so I figure, okay, I guess I better watch this one then.
I started listening to it, and then realized I had stuff to do, so I would put it off until I had a more concentrated block of time to really listen to and watch it.
So, basically, I know there are two types of people, more or less. Those who are satisfied with a good life, and those who strive for greatness. And I had to sit and actually ask myself, what one am I? But, honestly knowing the work I have been doing, and the over the top things I have been asking for from the demons, I can see now, it just seems like a stupid question for me to even ask myself.
I don’t have everything I want yet, not even close. It still feels like this was that last ditch effort, but I know what has changed in me in the last year or so.