Share your stories on here, please.
You have at least 6 full topics about demonic dickings alone and are at 3,137 Likes for a total of 887 individual posts, making your average 3.54 Likes per post.
Short of us all wearing mandatory strap-ons/boners and queuing around the block at your house 24/7 in the manner of the Kaāaba, I fail to see what more warm reception in general you could receive?
Welp⦠I have a cool statistic.
Yeah, I thought you were one of the more recently renowned members. Nagash while you are young (youāre around my age) youāll be quite serious and mature⦠contradictory enough as you age youāll develop this chidlike playfulness, almost like your inner child will come out the more you age. Your skin will be tight and youth will be on your side even when you age.
Just thought Iād add in my two cents.
Are you sure this is sitri ? I agree with what the other poster said about establishing boundaries , Iād either brush it off and stand my ground or stop working with this spirit.
I canāt say whether certain goetics have a habit of being greedy vampires because Iāve always established boundaries and Iāve never been threatened. I just find it odd a goetic would threaten to force you unless you made an agreement with it that this is okay , on his terms so to speak rather than yours.
Here is my own sex stories to make you more at home here.
https://forum.becomealivinggod.com/t/kinky-gods-stories/57766
Yes He is.
Itās .
Our relationship momentarily is about sex only (Iāve never thought it will happened but I think it became better and deeper - but anyway what I know about Sitri, it isnāt strange from Him) and advices if He decides to do it.
Honestly youāve just been having too much astral sex imo its probably going to wear you out lel
Iād hide my energies or something to avoid it
Iām curious how people who astral project (I do a different plane personally) differ real entities from thoughtforms created by them subconsciously or by others to fit the likeness of a demon, god, angel, etc that wants to use them for energy.
I didnāt think that I would have sex with Deities more than people doing it in their life. Daily (usually) sex isnāt too much in my opinion, and it isnāt only about blind pleasure, it can be (and it is) much more, and it can also help me in my developing. But of course, Iāve also doing it because I love Them.
In the last months I having sex only with those Deities whom I working with, but it is changed a bit, for nowdays Iāve doing it mostly with Lucifer. Sitri has became more active around me in sex related stuffs, and the Others showed up for this a bit less often. Iām sure itās because of Lucifer, anyway.
So this isnāt unpleasant to me to force myself to avoid sex with Them. I rather having sex with Them, and avoid humans, for⦠eternity. Or at least in this lifetime.
So theyāre sort of your spiritual lover, makes sense lel. I need to get me one of those
Iāve always wondered how you came up with your username btw
So theyāre sort of your spiritual lover, makes sense lel.
Exactly, They are. So while most of people handle Them in a different level, They are a part of my life in several forms as a Lover, or much more⦠but this relationship between me and Lucifer is more complex.
I have more serious intentions with Him in the future (so He isnāt really ājust a spirit loverā to me), and looks like it is mutual.
I need to get me one of those
It is up to you, Dear. You wonāt lose anything, it is a wonderful thing and based on my experiences, this is far more pure than any āhuman loveā in the material plane.
This is the reason why I didnāt want to have anyone in my life. I want to grow and became better, my focus is on my evolution, and there isnāt human who could accept this, or whom I could, honestly. Iām extremely mistrustful. But I can trust Him, absolutely.
This sounds so eerily similar to my experience with Asmodeus. I have always had the trouble of entities entering my dreams (especially during daytime naps) and one day he showed up soon after Lerajie. He was well endowed, more so than any human man could attest I imagine⦠and before I knew it, he was mounting me. I wouldnāt call it r*pe but I hadnāt exactly had the chance to realize what was happening before it was happening. Since then Iāve had to really put up boundaries. Iāve astral traveled to Luciferās throne-room because he had asked me to summon all the kings as a way of showing I was worthy (both in magic and emotional health) and asked him if I still had to summon Asmodeus after this, he said I didnāt have to.
Now that was the bad part down⦠The thing that seems to happen to me is female or feminine demons seem to always be after me. Gremory started with me during a nap, thatās how we met, what a way to become acquainted. Lerajie is also an occasional visitor. I even had Haures, who manifests as a woman covered in flames with me, go all sweet on me on one astral trip to hell. I donāt think Iām in your ranks @Nagash but Iām getting there. lol
Hey, if you donāt have sex with him, I will
Donāt worry about it. I didnāt miss it in my daily activities with Him.
Nagash the following comment I shared on a different post but it applies to your situation as well. Your post and responses show and prove why a conjurer/operator/sorcerer or whatever term you define yourself canāt always be nice to spirits. Thatās the reason why Solomonic Sorcery especially The Goetia, as many ppl on this board practices, have techniques and rites to punish spiritual entities. The Chain of curses, or placing the sigil in a iron box with placing that box on hot coals, or physically beating that spiritās signature/sigil with a frail or flogger. Those techniques of discipline help established the boundaries with an unruly spirit. If done with the right focus the spirit will usually fall in line and act right. As a last resort that spiritās link to the conjurer/operator/sorcerer is permanently severed and that spirit bound i.e. waded so not to molest that conjurer again but thatās really only needed in extreme cases of bad alignment.
I know reading through the posts and comments on this forum most people veer towards demonolatry even if those individuals donāt profess to be demonolatrists. Thatās cool thereās nothing wrong with being a demonolatrist as long as the spiritual entity plays is congenial. However, when a spirit becomes unruly and the conjurer/operator/sorcerer prostrates as a response that makes himself or herself a more willing doormat for abuse. Which is not gonna encourage the spirit to act right. Something a spirit needs itās astral @$$ beat to get her or him or it to act right.
Itās kind but based on my situation I donāt need these. Thanks. Iāve (We) already solved the situation, this was the first āthreatā in my life from a Deity (or any spirit, no matter that Iāve living with them from my birth, even mainly malevolent ones handled me as a friend) and looks like it wasnāt really what I thought.
Iāve been starting to investigate Sitri more recently. He seems like a bit of a passionate guy and sometimes a hothead, but I suppose that comes with the territory of his sphere of influence. Unless you two have agreed to enter into a D/s relationship then their are times that No has to mean NO.
But if you really want to clear the air between you two, then summon him up in a circle, look him square in the eye, ingnore his trying to seduce you while talking and say, āLord Sitri I like the cut of your jib, but sometimes there are other things I need to do and need to focus on them. We are still (friends/lovers/friends with benefits) but if we are to continue we need to respect each otherās lines and not cross them.ā Then send him away to think on things.
Trust me, giving human people, Demons, Gods and others āthe talkā done with mutual respect from one conscious entity to another, past rank and all that, is far more powerful then we realize.
He seems like a bit of a passionate guy and sometimes a hothead
Proved and agreed! Iāve talked with Him about His behavior when this happened.
Thank you your advices @Azmolial, but as Iāve said, weāre fixed everything between Us and Iāve made a big thread about my relationship with my beloved Sitri. About our past, present and possible future, there (again):
Iām started working with Him daily, and He helps and teaches me a lot, while weāre working on our connection as well, in my free times. He is a wonderful Deity and He is always able to show something new, or/and useful. He also helped me solve problems with my daily meditations, and so on.
Anywayā¦
I start feeling that this topic is donāt have to stay open, after Iāve made that thread about Us, for explaining stuffs after all: linked above. Weāre fixed everything, donāt need to talk about this part anymore and handle this as a still active problem I guess. If anyone wants to talk about Him, connected to my case, can do it on that thread.
@Lady_Eva Please, can you close it to me?