I am most definitely back guys. 
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ā¦ Iām just going to say this. You need to stop flip flopping. Pick both. They ARENāT opposed to each other
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Is this for me?
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No Iām sorry. Wrong person
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and iām very happy that you are 
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I appreciate this 
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But I have been around BALG for quite sometime just under a different account.
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Hello just came across this. I too have felt so much like my magic isnāt working. But thatās actually because itās true about how I see myself deep down in the subconscious. Consciously I know Iām cool and that Iām smart and pretty and awesome and all that. But subconsciously which is perhaps more true I donāt believe in myself and the whole reason I turned to Magick in the first place is because I felt desperate that my life seem to be steamrolling me and I seem to have nothing no power and I wanted some. It was from this place of lack that I came here. Nothing worked. Howeverā¦
What is changing is realizing what magick actually is. Itās realizing that I have the control capacity and power to direct my life instead of Let It steamroll me. It doesnāt really matter I think whether I use the right or left hand path or whether I become a nun and start praying. It doesnāt matter which path I choose as long as my subconscious doesnāt believe in myself it wonāt work. So how does one bootstrap true confidence when one has none?
It has been my experience recently that I have had to defend myself against people that disagreed with me on fundamental principles. It is through this defense, of instantaneously standing up for myself that I realized hey I actually do have some power. Iām not going to let khal drogo rape me over and over. Im gonna put my hands on his chest and ride him gently. Show him my power coming from within me. It wonāt be like anyone elseās power. Im not harsh. But im not a pushover either.
I think Iām gonna find one thing one SMALL thing that i want to change. Not the big thing. Ill wait on that. The small thing i want to change today is i want to get rid of my intrusive ocd thoughts so I can sleep tonight. I think ill ask Paimon to help. I wonāt do the whole invocation, just petition him. Just this one thing one time. And it is for myself. Even if i wasnāt doing magick it has a 50-50 chance of working. This is just gonna increase its odds i think. And it probably will work. Paimon is cool looking.
After his erudite and full description of the real magical learning process and how real mages learn, not us suck it and see keep trying because we are blithering idiot horses - I can now conclude that given @Uncle-Alās prodigious abilities he is in actual fact part Mage part Sea Monkey!
In my case I just purchased an instant RONCO Wizardomatic Goetic edition with full 32nd degree Scottish Rite bonus (shhhh donāt tell anyone) added myself to the mix, placed myself into the microwave, set myself on high for 10 minutes and called the fire brigadeā¦
Seriously I often wonder what the hell Iām doing on this site, but sometimes thereās some really good stuff and interesting rituals.
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King Paimon 
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Yes he is a mighty king but i also read that none of the demons really like us bowing before them. Who is evokimg whom? Etc. 
No, @Sedagive means you should always address him with his title. King Paimon, not Paimon. He is very specific about the use of his title.
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I have seen it both ways. I know that it is a balance of intention respect and will. But the practitioner needs to fully feel confident in him or herself, needing no outside validation and that is the kind of magick that I practice and everyone can disagree with me and thatās okay because Iām the magician.
Ohā¦ I guess you canāt hear them yet. I guess he will understand then. Probably.
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I trust you. I just wanna find out. I need to hear it on my own. I appreciate that you are looking out for me! And, I do feel a bit growly, but that only means im learning and I do like challenging friendships and camraderie, not wimpy ones.
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There is a difference between been unaware and purposively choosing to act disrespectfully towards Gods/Demons. This forum is full of people that work with them for far too long than you or me so thereās really no excuse such as āI didnāt knewā, especially on things like this that are mentioned many times by many different practitioners. If thatās how you want to start you journey, fine by me. 
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Yes. And no.
Not everyone comes on this site and not everyone will know that fact, on this site or not. Some people evoke before coming here if they choose to at all for that matter.
Iāve noticed an unnecessary brow beat over this. On a final note, some people donāt call him King, yet get along with him just fine.
I think I was clear, I said āthis forumā.
Havenāt heard anyone, except the ones who use the names of YWHW to restrain them. And most of the times, not even them. You wanna be this kind of magiā¦? Go on.
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Youāre missing the point. I said, whether or not, people may evoke KP before or after coming to this site and may not know that fact.
Whatās interesting to note, is that Belial is sometimes debated to not like being called King Belial. Yet there are comments and posts on this site addressing him as such. Which raises the question, do they honestly care about it?
Something wrong with discussion?
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Iāll answer you on that when Iāll summon him and ask him myself. I know the last time Iāve encountered him and I was pretty new in this path, he didnāt asked me to call him āKingā. While King Paimon asks for it. So I guess that someone new in the path who canāt hear them yet should know how to treat them, so they can build a relationship, even if its for one time only. Now, what others do or donāt, you can ask them I guess, Iām not here to answer for every single practitioner out there.
What am I suppose to discuss hereā¦? As I said: you want to be this kind of magician? Go on.
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