Oh i actually understand. Thank you. If he stated in the book that noobs should have no problems with the content, then there’s no denying that for you, it didn’t work.
For you the book is shit and that’s the end of it.
Shame you wasted your money dude. Is there any other type of magic you wanna try?
If you are willing to postpone all this spirit and demon stuff you could try Hermeticism and elemental magick. These types of magick work primarily on personal transformation. Landing jobs, lovers, gaining respect, quitting smoking, faping … Whatever … That’s all Hermeticism and elemental magick.
Now one could say it’s just mental conditioning, and perhaps in large part it is, but the friggin stuff works. My primary style of magick is elemental.
There is also the nature elemental stuff where people control weather , but take it from the poor bastards that got murdered for not being able to bring rain to the crops: it’s no small feat and there are tons of liars and scammers everywhere.
Anyways mental magick, like elemental and Hermetic work is totally legit, a ton of fun and it gets real results.
It absolutely is magick, and can transform you into someone that can commune with demons.
Anyways, I know you aren’t having a great time on the forum right now, but you can get on top of this.