This is a bad reason. You are letting fear control you. If you are truly a Christian, then this fear tactic would be a tactic of the devil himself.
Many people wish they were never born; I was one of them. Life sucks for many. U have to fight through and free yourself through meditation. It doesn’t matter is you’re a Christian or not.
Don’t be ashamed of fapping. If God made us horny, it is not our fault.
Lucifer is a troll. He is very weak.
I’m not even afraid of a single follower of his anywhere… On this forum, IRL, nor in the astral.
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Okay so just because you’re gnosis is that, does not make it a rule of thumb, respectfully…
Also just going out pronouncing you’re not afraid of any of his followers makes the whole argument against him being a troll pretty strong…
Just don’t go insulting entities for the sake of proving your point…
Once again, I say the above respectfully… Just think a bit… Saying something is weak because of your gnosis of such does not make it law…
Also… Magnum Opuswas speaking about Satan…
Not Lucifer…
Are you a plant? Humans get Horny don’t feel guilty that’s like saying I didn’t eat for days stole some food so I would not be hungry anymore then felt guilty about eating the Food. Don’t waste your energy on a pointless Human emotion what benefits is guilt doing for you? I’m all about benefits of stuff, so what benefits is guilt doing for you? If guilt isn’t having any major life changing benefits why continue with the pointless feeling called guilt.
Get rid of your guilt it requires a new belief system good luck my friend
If I sound like an ass, I don’t mean to be we all have something to teach that is my lesson.
Good luck on your travels,
knowledge will set you free Have a good day
I have a hard time believing that one can live a life without loving kindness and compassion. It would be a mercenary society.
It’s awesome that not everyone likes me, because this makes the world more diverse and interesting.
Many do.
There’s love and light in darkness.
I made it up to about September something. Anyways I get along well with demons, Satan still can cause me trouble sometimes. Bad thoughts from Satan? Must be a parasite not real Satan. Just jokes. When he is mad he causes lots of bad thoughts and Alex Trebeking trying to convince me God can’t help me anymore. Sounds silly and cliche when I actually type it. I have heard people come across as preachy but this didn’t bother me, maybe it was other posts. I’m sort of glad to hear this about God for some of my not so better days in this thanks.
I don’t mean darkness as aesthetic I mean down right mercenary. Looking out for yourself and conning others to get what you want. Not darkness as demons and dark gods and spirits. Those are darkness in aesthetics and behavior but are still part of the whole and as divine as everything else. In a way all is light in graduations. But I see what you mean.
Satan was in Jewish myth, created by God so how evil can he be? Or its that we missing the point, maybe is not evil is just the role he is as given. The strength of a plant is measured by how much it can resist wind force. Same happens with the devotee, his strength is measured on how he can resist anything that goes against his moral and values. Meh all is the same the package changes. If you don’t see it that way look at how Koetting goes mystic ala yogi on his OAA videos. He sound almost religious.
Well tell me more, I am supposed to work with him at least as far as talking to him and taking some notes, but on Halloween when I evoked him he came pretty vicious, didn’t talk about any of the stuff he was supposed to, I guess I am coming at this more and more skeptical which I know makes him mad, but I really don’t get him.
It’s bullshit. There are two possible reasons for your depression.
Also remember this, if something is free, then you’re the product.
Pornstars are the very best definition of succubus.
Yeah to tell you the truth I’ve worked with Naamah and Lilith alot during my career as a pornstar and they’ve taught me alot on how to get what I need out of contracts and sign ons. Using succubus energy as a means of magic boost to my line of work really helps believe it or not. However most of this is in matter like making sure my contracts fulfilled, that the studio and participating parties fill their end of the bargain, that I have a place to stay, my food and travel are paid for, my RATE is uphrld and mostly standing up for myself in the business world. This doesn’t mean I’m a ravaging succubus out to drain everyone’s vitality or lower their vibration.
As a note it is the INDIVIDUALs decision on whether or not to watch my porn or any other pornstars content for that matter. And sometimes I think I’m helping the world by lightening the mood. Sex can raise vibrations of everyone around you and be a strong force in magick.
I do understand where your coming from … Just know people on this forum come from all kinds of different backgrounds and our UNITY is what makes us strong, not our labels, stigmas or differences. @Lady_Eva can clarify if need be.
same do I 
I would like more tips on how to talk about those experiences in an easily readable and not boring way but yes ur point is correct perfectly
“Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.”
He did that to me once in the early 2015. It was VERY wonderful experience. All my body felt so light, like gravity almost did nothing to me except keeping me on the ground. I have synchronicities with white color, like most cars I saw (more than 60%) are white colored. People wear plain-white colored shirts. I got invigorated every time I saw a light source. My libido also sky-rocketed from almost none to through the sky in just a few days.
But it all lasted in just about two weeks, sadly. I thought I’m getting “Heaven on Earth” for my entire life. Now I felt pain like a heavy burden on my chest, as if I’m about to cry but can’t. I begged Him for years, and nothing happens. It even made me regret the fact that I’m alive. 
I have to say that I find this conversation fascinating. Being new to all this I find myself doing alot of reading. I wish I can remember where I read this but it was an artical stating that there were 2 creators. God and Satan. When all was set and done God went on to rule the heavens and Satan hell. This to me makes sense. Just over time man came along and decided to choose a deity. In order to validate the one they had to sacrifice the other. Good over evil.
I myself personally have gotten more answers from demons than from God. Also if demons are so “evil” why would angels work with them? It also seems clear that it is just a matter of time before the balance is more stable as more and more people are becoming aware that demons aren’t as evil as the church and movies make them out to be.
@roulettekid, personal experience advice – remember what it means to be a Christian per the words of Christ and him alone – love god and love your neighbor as yourself.
While he told us to preach to the ends of the earth, there is a large difference between that and engaging in spiritual warfare.
I wont go into that more, as it was a painful experience for me, but I resonate with you. It is a dangerous thing to be a new recruit and think youre rambo.
I respect all on this forum, whether they agree with my beliefs or not.
Think about it in terms of Golden Dawn vs Crowley groups, one has strict rules, and the other says create your own laws. Yet, there is an odd harmony between the two.
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