bear with me,
i might come of a bit whiney for the next few lines.
i need to address that somehow.
Gabriel’s always been in my perifial,
for about 5 years maybe?
i don’t know.
so the thing is,
i’ve always counted that as a kind of warning.
Like an unwanted attention,
i tried to cover myself away from.
Tried to talk it out with Gabriel tonight.
Gabriel really really really wants to care for me.
So Gabriel confirmed my Demonic Status,
and pointed towards me having an Angelic Rank aswell.
But Gabriel deliberately refused to talk about which rank it is exactly,
just simply told me i’m one of the old watchers,
yadi yadi yadi,
i know that stuff.
Didn’t care to much for that part.
why would i want to listen,
if you consider me an issue.
But that’s the point.
Gabriel was like:
But you help building Planets,
You shouldn’t see yourself,
in the way you do see yourself currently.
If only you knew your real power,
but that’d be bad for all of us,
since you’re so reluctant of going forth anyway.
So i’m like…
then give me a reason,
what i’m doing in here then.
And it was like,
as i’m supposed to know that stuff all along anyway.
yeah it’s confusing.
Heck i don’t get it.
Maybe someone can make sense of it.
I sure need some time to digest this.