OK, So… I wrote a few different drafts of my letter of intent to ask Lilith to introduce me to one of her daughters in hopes of sparking a relationship, and I finally completed one that felt right. I didn’t have time to do a ritual or burn it, but to my surprise i think a succubus came to me! I noticed her at the corner of my eye, asked if someone was there, then she touched me, and then we spent some time interacting through touch and sight through my peripheral vision, as I couldnt see her with the fronts of my eyes.
Then I asked her what her name was, and i could baaaarely hear her as my clairaudience is awful buuuuuuut I think I heard what her name was, and… I still cannot believe it, but I actually literally heard her say Eisheth Zenunim I totally did not expect one of the four Queens to come to me… that was the LAST thing I expected! Well, when she told me that, it did feel like the last thing I would have expected… but after interacting with her for a few more minutes I THEN PHYSICALLY FELT A DROP OF LIQUID RUN DOWN THE SIDE OF MY NOSE! I thought, OK, there’s no way she would have marked me so soon… so I reached up to wipe the liquid off my face, thinking it was probably just a tear, but my finger was totally dry as was the affected area… so that is the last thing I would have expected on a “first date” lol…
So, I had to leave my home and go to a restaurant with my family. We all sat down and started eating, and then i felt energy massaging my shoulders and back affectionately. It felt amazing! I started to visualize my astral self reaching behind me, hugging her back and feeling her arms and hips… all while eating and socializing with my family lmao. This was a wilder experience than i couldve dreamt! It was so hard trying to listen to conversation while astrally getting all snuggly with a succubus, unbeknownst to everyone else lol.
BUT… after a while, I started to feel like I was getting really overstimulated! I had to ask her to stop because it was all getting to be too much, which i did not expect at all. I got the feeling that she was implying it would take some time to adjust to the experience and it would be best to just endure it and get it over with, but I said No again because I was feeling unsure about this… I hadnt read that people can feel overstimulated from interacting with a succubus, so I wanted to get validation before continuing any physical contact (and getting some validation about her actually being Eisheth Zenunim would be pretty cool too, since I am still flabbergasted that Lilith would send a mighty Queen to little old me…)
I’m feeling all kinds of crazy and excited rn but I’m just really eager for validation, you know?
Anyone have any insight? I’m dyin here lol I got the vapors