[quote=“Timothy, post:1, topic:1591”]What would you like to learn? What subjects would you like E.A. to show you?
Be specific, not broad.[/quote]
I would love to hear his thoughts on the Divine Paradox, whereby when you acquire literal Divine status/union with the Source or whatever, everything just IS, and one’s former desires, aversions and preferences fall away.
I struggle a bit with the fact it was desire for things (material and also spiritual experiences) that got me on this path big time and yet the minute I attain that state (and it doesn’t happen very often) I cease to give a damn about anything much and see all of my “lower” self’s limitations and insecurities, which kinda blasts a hole in using it to manifest things into my life for me to enjoy in the everyday state I’m in most of the time - and the annoying part is, the few times I’ve retained individuated desire into that state (or at least very close to it), the stuff I wanted (a new home in Central London at discount rates being one example) appeared literally like magic, I mean almost thrust upon me, someone actually phoned me up to make the offer in defiance of all probability. It was like I’d finally imprinted my desire on the Source big time, on very few occasions.
The irony is that I got knocked off course for a while after that because of simple material pressures, so while a godlike being may not be that interested in things like money, it distracted me from my pursuit of power because I started having to work to just keep a decent standard of living, which then got my mind all caught up in lower levels of the everyday world, so I’m all interested in the ascension part but also want a bloody nice life while I’m here in this form, right now.
I’ve been struggling with this stuff for about the past few years, off and on, and I’m up for another go at it - the stuff E.A. posted from his work Ipsissimus here makes me think he’s had the same, or similar, experiences of that state of desirelessness, I’d love to hear more (and have listed that book on my to-buy list as well).
A big request maybe, but you don’t ask, you don’t get - right?