So, I’ve been considering the idea of starting to work with Forneus for a while, and last night during my Full Moon ritual I got my third positive sign regarding a potential connection to him.
I must note I didn’t even evoke him, or draw his sigil or anything at all. I didn’t even get him sunflower seeds yet (which I had planned as an initial offering for when I actually do evoke him). I did get him some seashells and a cup of spring water though.
When I was about to go to sleep later on, I entered meditation and had a conversation with him. And that’s the exact reason why I’m sharing this experience here… because I want to know if I interacted with the real Forneus, or just some fake/impersonator/thoughtform, so I could definitely use the experience of those that have dealt with him before.
He appeared as an old man with a long white beard, sort of like the typical old wise wizard archetype. He had a light blue robe on and he kept checking books at a library apparently, grabbing one, quickly reading a couple of pages as if he were looking for something, then putting it back and grabbing another, and so on. The place was full of light, it felt pleasant and peaceful.
Edit: he wasn’t wearing a crown as I’ve read on other descriptions, and his voice wasn’t loud at all, just the usual calm tone of an old wise man. Maybe he already knew I was a bit afraid to contact him, so he didn’t want to scare me off from the start? Or maybe it wasn’t him at all?
So I told him, not without some embarrassment and feeling like I was going to burst into tears, that I’m looking for a father figure. That I don’t need one, but I’d like one. He asked me “what kind of father figure?” and I said “loving, caring, nurturing, protective, I want a father that will always take care of me and also forgive me every time when I do the stupid things stupid people do sometimes, can you do that? can you be that for me?” and he just kept checking books… so I said “it’s ok if it’s not something that interests you… but it’d be nice, and I don’t really have much else to ask of you if I think of it.”
He said “it’s an unusual request, I’ll think it through, I’ll think it through,” and kept going on checking his books, looking for something. I told him “well, if I hear from you again I’ll know your response, and if I don’t, I’ll know your response as well.”
And I opened my eyes wondering if that was real or if I’m just going mad, and decided to post it here.
To those that already know him, does this sound like something Forneus would say? Does his appearance (in the way I saw) match the way you saw him sometime as well? Or did I just go crazy and it was all in my head?