I’m sorry to say this but it seems u invested urself on wrong person, if anybody left u it means u don’t deserve that person and its time for u to replace her/him with another suitable one.
Even if i don’t find my parents suitable for me, I go out there and find suitable ones for myself out of millions of ppl exist out there.
Once there was an interview, this guy moving around a beach or some place asking girls: “what do u say to the boys who lose their girl” or smth and some girl said, “hey if I was a boy and that happen to me, there’s millions of other girls out there.”
So there’s always limitless amount of ppl out there and in that huge number THERE IS SOME OF THEM WHO ARE WAITING TO MEET SOMEONE LIKE YOU, so don’t waste ur time, don’t hurt ur feelings for ppl who are not worthy to have u.
May the magick bring justice to all, specially those who need help very bad (including myself).
Hey thanks for breaking it down and giving me the info on the GOM books I see what you mean, and how you do it. When you did the ritual, how did you direct it at them? Did you just described them? Really that gives me some hope to be able to deal with people that I don’t know their names.
I have done something similar not necessarily cursing but lots of protection and weakening on people in my life that can sometimes be dicks to me, and especially on family members. It has helped me to feel stronger and better able to handle them. Which improves the relationship.
And sometimes after months, especially with a new grimoire, I feel like something needs to be added so, yea adding a new ritual can sometimes make all the difference. In some things I have been able to just need one ritual, but certain situations are complex and have a lot of factors. Maybe when I am more experienced it’ll be different.
Thanks for your input view. It seems you have misunderstood like most. I’m not talking about romance relationship with her. People always assume that. I’m not out to get in her pants. I’m not looking for marriage as that’s a slave contract. lol She’s a soulmate friend. That’s why i invested much energy. I also learn lots so it’s not all wasted. I check the astrology chart and i can see where there is connection as well as why friendship/relationship is difficult for me. All my life relationship/friendship is like that. Very hard to come by. I’m not interested in many easily as i don’t like superficial people. It took me a yr before asking her to be friend. I’m kinda intuitive and i don’t take meeting people liightly or put energy into everyone. I"m not investing in wrong person, she’s just not evolve soul wise to realize good people. Charts says so too. I can see her character and personality. She’s fallen for the society trap of bf vs friend battle. It’s also 3rd party influence. She not in her right mind with brain surgery. forgetful and probably misplace feelings for me toward those around her. I can sense her heart that she don’t realize. There’s also i ching and dvination to confirm things as well as asking demons which i’ve yet to do. It’s all timing. Trauma issue from past too that she has yet to learn. I’m not going after her for relationship. It’s soulmate friend not soulmate lovers. Even my astrology chart says so. There’s cord there, i can’t ignore her due to soulmate cord attachment. It’s not the I don’t deserve her, she don’t deserve me or she’s not up to my level ready to have good person in life. Not to mention she got lots going on like recovering from brain surgery. There are too many signs to ignore that say she soulmate friend. I know I know. " Everyone say the quote. there is a dime a dozen ladies out there. Right one is waiting for you. " That’s BS to me. We live in the present, no time waiting all day. If the opportunity come, you work with it. Work with the poker hand dealt to you. In the mean time i’m also cultivating myself. So i’m not all deep 6 feet under like most when they want revenge. Mine is more justice and to teach them lesson.
I’m not really wasting time. Her partner gave me good reason for baneful magick practice for threatening me. And i’m teaching her lessons to learn to communicate and not be a liar or fake. She don’t even realize she’s abandoning me or did wrong behavior cuz 3rd party justify her mistreatment behavior. Basically people lie to themselves when they make mistakes . Ego thing. She thinks that her bad behavior is ok cuz she thinks she’s not misleading me relationship wise. I’m focus on friendship and she’s focus on me trying to get in her pants. Ladies always like that. Think every guy who show interest is out to fuk them. Her partner probably made ultimatum of me or him. Of course she choose him due to longevity of time knowing him and he’s helping her with everyday stuff due to surgery. He choose her cuz of looks and citizenship. It’s not real love. He’s like a slave. He control by her. So she’s using him to survive too. Some people are just so blinded when they in the thick of things such as her surgery and relationships focus as she don’t know how long she will live. So she attach to the nearest person taking interest and fulfilling her needs. She was sooo into me when i can help her with surgery. She even kept me a secret from the BF. Since he came back from vacation and is around, she couldn’t keep me a secret so she had to choose him over me. It’s just bad timing and insecure bf. It’s marriage out of getting pregnant. That’s what i think. she married due to baby. I did caught her with lies too but gave benefit of the doubt. she lied to her bf before about meeting me.
It’s not really wrong person as it help me cultivate myself. Not everyone gonna be smooth sailing interaction. It’s the troubles that evolve you. Just didn’t think that she would be soo disappointing in a bad way. I don’t care if she end the friendship face to face early on but it’s how it was done that was so cruel and evil. Not to mention sending the bf to threaten me. I don’t think she sent him, he did it himself. however, she know about it instead of talking to me in person. Thats where i draw the line. U don’t send 3rd party to handle a 2 party friendship. U have problem with me. Come talk to me. simple communication. Not play stupid games or show lack of friend etiquette.
I just say, Get rid of the 'noisy homeless blasting music drug dealers and all people that is associated with them in the wilow alley street that is next to my home so that i can have peace and quiet. I use descriptions. " the black guy with yellow sleeve selling drugs and having his buddies blasting music must be gone. Kill him if you must. etc… we don’t need people like that in this world.
Get rid of the mexican drug dealer homeless with tents and those who blast music etc…
The good results isn’t my selfish needs. It’s also to better the living tenants that live in the whole block who pay high rent and have right to quiet environment.
I’m psych up to continue my layering of spells for justice on them now that i got my results about the homeless noise. One less thing to focus on. I got 6 brass pendants of demons with enn on the back. They look cool. I can’t afford all of them nor do i need all of them. These are the demons i want to work with to bring good people and for wealth. belith,sitri,sallos,gaap,bune,gremory. I think their sigils look cool compared to the others. Gaap cuz he came into my dream. The others are for wealth and love attraction for good people. Pendant is to show respect to demon rather than just using a printed sigils. Of course i use a 5x7 plastic card with sigils of all goetia demon and power description in the back with evocation key and angel shem /emissionary angel. I put them in a photo binder of 3 so they are like a reference album for me. Custom print these for long lasting storage. I got tired of flipping through books.
I’m new to working with individual demons so it’s trial and error for me. We’ll see how it goes.
Also just finish another round of master curse on the partner. this is 3rd time. This time it’s more focus. The first time i didn’t have proper name. 2nd time had name yet did a dry run . 3rd time is more focus with emotion. I did kept it like month apart for each spell. See!! facebook is good to get name of target. I did check out his chart per her request but never really remember his name even though she told me. I don’t remember much those i don’t care for.
remember, i started really getting into magick like in august. Before i was dabbling as i have no one to practice on. Well, i was just doing the riches and gambling rituals trial and error. But that wasn’t enough practice to understand process… So it took like 3.5 months for the results on the homeless.
here’s my thoughts on my baneful magick justice/revenge theory.
For baneful magick. here’s my plan of layering:
increase intuition and magick skills on me. some demons do that.
Magickal attack: master curse.
angels of wrath: it easy as it takes like couple minutes on each spell. I do like almost all of the spells weekly or bi weekly or when i feel like it. They say to keep casting as per instruction. I do that cause the emotion transmutation might not be right.
Angels and demon book & demons of magick book. : look for each demon power that can affect their relationship to cause hate, emotion or disrupt ,dislike each other etc… You get idea. anything to distant them. or to connect me to her.
Angel of love : fix damage friendship and attract good people to my life
Sex magick: to cause obession
Magickal seduction: get her to have feelings for me.
Sigils of power. whatever spell there to connect us and such.
Demons of wrath: basically all the spells on the partner. Some on her like regret spell. This is long 3 day process so i kinda like the angels of wrath better. easier and quicker. or some from sigils of power. Angels and demons one have faster spell too.
I’l have to check out chaos magick/magickal influence book to and see which I can use to help break them up. They don’t have to break up. Just hatred of each other. Cause problems of suffering is the goal. I’ll accept break up too. There is no lose for me. Just win win whatever the outcome.
You get idea. Even though same spells repeat in different book. The ritual is different so i cast them both. don’t know which will work.
I am also planning on making effigy doll to cast spells to make it easier to project toward him. I can’t do the kill him death spell, i don’t think i can rage enough anger for such. death too easy. let him suffer. I’ll do the candle spell. project emotion desire into candle and let it burn to universe.
People might think this is too much castings. I like to think of it as exploration and practice. One can only get better through practice.
I don’t know how long the results will come. It don’t matter as i’ve no contact. The journey of suffering is the main thing. don’t need 100% accurate results. Add up the little damages is good enough. It will add up to more damage then just one spell.
hopefully others can learn from my thought process.
Sometimes the karmic justice is delivered at the person’s death and after. An extremely evil person that seems to get away with it, may in this life, but at death believe me they pay. I’m not referring to the xtian hell. Not only are they separated from light, and in complete darkness, if you believe in reincarnation- I do, if that loser never learned his or her lessons, the lessons will be taught in their next life. I’m not sure how many reincarnations we have, but I do know that if that soul never progresses, after it has had its chances, it never evolves and is destroyed. So, at the moment of death the soul pays it debt in full. Hope that makes sense. And often an evil person will.suffer a violent death. However it is up to the universe as to how the karmic debt is paid, but believe me, noone great gets away with anything.
This a Dasco Pro 7" Specialty Wand.
It’s very effective against assholes.
Simply “point” it at all their tires, and at first you won’t think anything happened, but the next day when they can’t go to work because their car has been incapacitated, they won’t make money, and won’t be able to pay their rent, consequently they will be forced to move. Awesome Magick, I love Home Depot!
Update. Sure the spell got rid of the noisy homeless and the mexicans are chasing the blacks away. which is good cuz the blacks are blasting music longer hours then the mexicans. However, the mexicans are attracting their buddies , new different buddies that i’ve not seen. I guess i have to now cast spells on the mexican homeless drug dealers. Before i was focus on the blacks dealers because they were the noisy ones. Now it’s a different group of mexicans coming by. Same group just different associates. It’s still better than before. Since it’s an public area, i guess it have to constantly cast spells as an ongoing thing due to it being different people. I still think the magick worked as well as harassing the police to do their jobs. Magick alone might not work but combine it with real everyday effort. Things can change. You can’t rely on magick alone. Need action. And that action is letting police know of their drug and noise dealings. Also shouting at them to turn off music lets them know we don’t want it kinda make them feel stupid to play music all day . Cuz they are homeless and don’t educate themselves to get a real job.
In magickal influence book i think. there’s a spell for sitri to make neighbor move away and orias to make neighbor quiet. I think i’ll have to try them. =o)
update:
So i told the building manager what’s up with the noisy neighbor for the week. IT took him the weekend to make a notice to the whole building. He tells them the noise rules and eviction if too often. That’s should do the job. So i don’t have to sigil his place. I just have to curse his life. The previous management should of done this already. Old manager told of noise rule ,however, they never mentioned eviction as part of the threat for making too much noise. Now he should take it seriously after every tenant getting this notice.
Only problem is that I can’t yell out the window no more about the homeless noise past 10pm. Bastard down stair might complain on me.
I am sorry but this is the biggest bs I’ve seen recently.
So, which one is valid - people left you because you don’t deserve them, or because they aren’t worthy to have you?
I would say - none of the above.
People leave you because of : money, sex, citinzenship, commitment issues; because they are psychopaths who enjoy people suffering; or just because they are ungrateful bastards with a short memory.
All of this is related to the case when you have treated them well, and you have been left in the trash for your good actions towards them.
And, it is obvious that @anon37593562 is talking about exactly the same case. In those cases, the ungrateful deserves to be punished with all means of magick which the magician considers enough to be used as a punishment.
Clx111 doesn’t understand that we can’t control other’s actions for being ungrateful. Sometimes people are crazy after u help them. U don’t see signs as there are plenty that lies. All we can do is open our hearts and hope for the best. Not everyone is highly aware to have respect of other’s good deeds. There are no guarantees. I have her plenty chances. We can only tolerate so much. Hence baneful magick
People leave because they don’t communicate and drama/misunderstanding occurs. They are on a different wavelength. I always communicate clearly my needs, so i know it’s not me being the problem. I"m willing to talk and discuss if any issues bothers someone. Anyone that open their hearts to others will feel pain and get hurt due to disappointments because not everyone will be there for you or accept you due to different levels of soul growth, knowledge of social interaction, needs, desire, triggered trauma from past, etc… If a person don’t get hurt , they don’t know what love is. They closed off their hearts. Pain of love comes with the territory of meeting someone special. There’s no BS excuse like they don’t deserve you or you don’t deserve them or it’s not meant to be. It’s all by choice of one’s behavior and actions of allowing people in your life. I expect people to tell me if they want to include me in their life or not. Not play emotional games to waste my time, pretending to be friends wasting my time when i put all effort to better their life and heal from major illness/sickness. Just be straight up in person and we are cool rather then dragging it out… I understand people don’t grasp emotional intelligence skills so they react and become immature and childish. Too bad for those folks. They need to grow up. We are adults. Now they are going to receive baneful magick for justice and to teach them a lesson. Of course i’ll probably deal with them next lifetime too as it’s un-finish business. I’m not so materialistic to block people off in my life that i care for. If she were to apologize and grow up and learn, i’m willing to accept her back. I don’t have to accept her back because i’ve never abandoned her. My heart will always be open cuz of soulmate friend connection. I can’t hate her. I did nothing wrong. The illusion/stories/drama is coming from her side. U may say i don’t love her cuz of baneful magick. Well, i do. I compartmentalize things. My love and baneful magick is two different things. i don’t mix it up. magick is for teaching her lesson to send partner to threaten me and bad treatment. weather she instigate it or not she supports it by turning 360 on me when i told her about it. That’s a fake friend. Jumping to conclusion before investigating what is going on. Lack of communication or no desire at all to communicate cuz she knows she’s guilty. I know she have issue due to brain surgery, however, it’s not rocket science to respect someone who practically save your life and change your life by teaching important things. Sometimes when you are in someone life and learn life changing stuff, it makes you a better person and you can’t turn back. In this case she lying to herself that her man is helping her from my good deeds. Misplaced gratitude and affection. It’s pavlov theory of anchoring. Something good happens and you connect it to someone around you nearby. Also due to memory issues, she rely on wrong 3rd party to tell lies or negative opinion of me. At this point she gots no critical thinking skills cuz of brain damage. YOu can’t choose who your soulmate friend connection is . There are many extended family you can choose like friends, business partners, lovers, etc… However, a soulmate you can’t choose. YOu have to accept the fact that it is what it is and make the most of it even if they do you wrong.
update on noisy neighbors. It sucks. It was good for awhile after new management took over. However, he’s start blasting music and tv again. I complained to management and this time they are lazy. they want me to go to a 3rd party mediator which don’t do shit cuz the neighbor is the one violating noise and tenant rights. The manager don’t believe me cuz stupid ass complain with lies that we make noise. I don’t think the new manager even know the tenant law. He think the complaint is about noise. It is in excess not just noise but it’s more about breaking the tenant rights to quiet enjoyment , noise ordinance during sleep hours and nuisance noise law of doing it on purpose to annoy neighbors.
So , I don’t think i’ll get him to stay quiet as it’s really hard to get proof and even harder for landlord management company to enforce it. I think i should curse this new manager too for being a lazy ass and not doing his job proper. I think he don’t want to do his job cuz they only letting him stay here rent free to be part time manager. I think he’s never been a manager before. he just got this position for the free rent. I think he just tells the noisy neighbor your noisy says the tenant complaint upstairs. And he don’t say nothing about violating the tenant rights law. He don’t even know that degrees of noise/frequency/ is required. he thinks all noise complaint is the same. He comes up to me and tells me the downstair neighbor complain that your noisy. I ask what kind? He says walking on floor noise. This tells me the manager don’t know shit about the law. You can not have valid complaint with everyday walking or activity that last like what? few minutes. lol. He think that’s a valid noise complaint compared to my complaint of blasting and singing/yelling for hours and loud tv past sleeping hours.
I can’t do much when you get stupid managers and management company. I can’t really complain much any more as it would be considered harassment since they don’t want to do anything about it. And we don’t want to get evicted cuz we have rent control.
I’ll continue my baneful curse on the dumb neighbor to mess up his life. I will have to think of adding the new manager for being a lazy ass. In my opinion, he’s doing me wrong for not following the law. Every complaint he don’t even reply back . It’s like silence. I think he just don’t want to get involve cuz he’s lazy and don’t know his job position.
The homeless blasting music is doing better. I think the shelter in helps as they lose lots of drug dealing.
Overall, there has been improvement from the quiet magick spells . Not 100% as nothing is 100% satisfaction. It’s a lot better. I think i have to keep casting cuz maybe the spell wears off?
I’m really tired of management pretending to help or pretend to do their jobs and then bail on you. They suppose to do right but i guess they don’t care cuz we are paying way below market due to rent control.
I mean the spells work on this dumb ass neighbor, just going back and forth with the noise. I think i should cast baneful magick on him continuously and not let the spell wear off. I haven’t casted on him for over couple months.
I see what you mean, and how you do it. When you did the ritual, how did you direct it at them? Did you just described them? Really that gives me some hope to be able to deal with people that I don’t know their names.