Hey,
please see me simply as a human being who desperately needs emotional support. I am struggling with deep emotional blocks around sex. I’ll explain with an example. I am in a loving, committed relationship, but one day after a fight and acting out of anger and resentment, I paid for sex with a professional sex worker. After that incident, I began experiencing intense anxiety about STDs. I stayed away from my partner for over a month and underwent a full STD screening.
Even after receiving the results, my anxiety did not stop. I became consumed by panic about HPV, especially because there is no standard blood or urine test to detect it. I love my partner deeply and the fear of possibly harming her has been overwhelming.
These fears have led to persistent anxiety, panic attacks, low libido, and erectile difficulties. Emotionally, I feel blocked, ashamed, and constantly afraid. I don’t know which demon or power can help heal me emotionally and allow me to return to a healthy, confident sexual state. At times, it feels as if I am cursed.
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Leraye for mental strength,
Paimon, Dantalion for mental-emotional healing,
Asmoday, Aphrodite, Freya for sexual healing,
Belial for freedom from oppressive, parasitic thoughtforms coming from the pharma and medical industrial complex that want you afraid and dependent on them.
Do read up on HPV as the stats stats and science don’t bear out the hype. There’s 4 viruses and only one can cause cancer, which is on the health and immunity of the woman. And like all viruses and bacteria, yes you can be immune to it just like a cold. You’re into health so you probably know how healthy people rarely get sick because they didn’t overload their systems with toxins and stress.
I think you picked up parasite from the prostitute as she is likely again of these things, and the intense proximity and melding of energy fields makes that parasitic infection super easy
So a good banish and cleanse is also a to priority imo. And check your wards as if you didn’t kill it, you are yummy and it will try to sneak back. 
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I don’t have any visible warts, I am just being anxious. Tbh, I love my girl to the core and I wanna maje sure that she do not get an infection from me.
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It was actually written wards in the post before, not warts.
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Thanks Abhinandan, I accidentally read it wrong. Btw, I guess you are an Indian practising LHP?
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Yes, I am an indian who almost looks like an european, I don’t call it LHP, I started doing magic some time ago.
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I would like ti connect with you…Could you please DM me here?
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I have had similar experiences, and it is a wonder I picked up zero STDs given my past.
There are some good virtues in it. Self responsibility, self accountability and being able to see beyond the sexual aspect of a person.
Given this, don’t beat yourself up over the past (unless it is ongoing, in which case it’s likely sex addiction). Easy enough to cure.
The spirits mentioned by Mulberry are good recommendations.
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For the emotional side King Paimon, Duke Dantalion, Prince Leviathan or Marquis Andras(he wont be pleasant about it, but he will help you heal any trauma if he agrees to help)
for feeling worthy of it Kings Asmodeus, King Beleth, Prince Sitri, Duke Zepar, Duke Astaroth.
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