I just quoted that for future reference. I am not planning to use the possession incantation.
In terms of contacting Fasto, I dont think I will do that with all due respect to the entity. He shared his knowledge and I appreciate that, but I am working with azazel not him. So, thats why i was like I will ask azazel if i found those incantations due to his desire. and if so, then i will be using it. Even though, I believe azazel is enough. He is strong and way powerful than any incantation. To me, i think all what i need is my will and his guidance and influence. Note: im replying to this after listing 3 times to azazels enn, and still listening. So… i dont know.
On another side point, I appreciate your suggestion and insight.
update after listening to the enn for 1 hour… I took pendulum and asked if he wanted me to use it? and the pendulum moved by itself right to left and backwards, which to me is no. Hail Azazel. Maybe it was a test to see if i believe in him.
Hello everyone, here is a small update after starting to work with azazel.
So, two nights in a row i have been dreaming to have sexual intercourse with a female (note im pansexual- i dont care about gender - also i haven’t been with a female for over 3 years now). Anyway, the first dream i was on a bed on top of this white female who looked really sexy. I saw that there was someone laying next to us on the left side looking at us, i cant tell who it is. in the dream i didnt really care or think of it. I was focused on that baby maker It felt so real that i can remember it.
The second night, I have another dream of me having sexual intercourse with another female, but i was not sure who it was and of my surroundings, like the first one.
Im trying to make sense of this? you would ask why? well i dont usaully dream and last time i dreamt was over a month or two. and for sure i dont think of women even to pleasure myself. So, i really found it weird. I wonder if that is a familiar of azazel supposed to pleasure me or that its a parasite. Or that it is something else.
Side note: im not even sure this is from azazel or related to me working with him. But, i thought i should post it here, because both times i meditated on azazels enn before sleeping.
I would really like to hear some thoughts about this, what y’all think?
So instead of the 9 Saturdays working, I decided few days ago to do a pact with Azazel. I called him couple days ago to agree on the points of the contract (what I will offer and what he will offer). Today, I invoked him and made the pact.
Here is few notes on the pact:
1- I think i experienced full possession for the first time.
2- He took a lot of blood on the sigil, candles, pact it self.
3- Before i even started given my blood, earth was spinning so fast and i felt really dizzy. Which remind me of an invocation of lucifer 2 years ago that i felt as i reached what is called the rapture state.
4- Seeing what he chose as a signature when he signed the pact was really interesting and unexpected.
So… may the 90 days begin today. Few important dates for my reference:
OCT 30th - Nov 6th, 13th, 20th, 27th - Dec 4th, 11th, 18th, and 25th. Jan 1st - 8th - 15th.
in terms of full possession, I dont want to lie and say i experienced a lot, but I think it was really my first and haven’t really happened before. Even with my pact with king Belial. However, I will be happy to share my experience with you even though i dont think there is much to say, very soon. For now, I need to get my mind off the ritual and pact for the night.
I have been giving offering to Azazel since we have a pact and I am working with him. Since Amaymon started the work between me and Azazel and specifically since I made the pact I haven’t felt a strong calling to summon amaymon but a strong wanting to connect with him since i have not in a while. I feel like a betrayed him in a way. Also, one of the parts of my work with azazel is help me with something and for a week and half now I have not been doing my part and I feel like I am letting azazel down. I do not know to be honest. But, I know see how patient Azazel is. It makes u feel shameful of yourself honestly.
Since I started my pact with azazel I noticed that I am more drawn Red and black. Also, started to have a huge interest in gardening specifically on growing psychedelic’s. I have not written the book in 2 weeks now. I feel deep down that I am letting Azazel down, but at the same time I feel his being really patient and that even though I am not up to date on my part and the pact is half way through, I still believe it will end in positive results and what I seek. I just have to trust the process i guess
So I got some question’s @Fallen_Human do you feel any different or does your relationship with Azazel and the other spirits seem/feel any different since the pact? Has it improved or hindered your magick? Has it impacted your mundane life any since you did it?
Wow. The reason why I am say ‘wow’ is because I was thinking about this yesterday. I asked myself what should say or include in the journal. My working with Azazel is very personal and feels vulnerable to me to share. So I was not sure. Hail Azazel
Well, to answer your very good questions to the best of my ability I’m going to write then separately and answer them respectively.
1: Do you feel any different?
Well to be honest… a lot has changed in me since I made the pact. For instance, I was never interested in growing or gardening work what so ever and after the pact I felt that interest and slowly but surely saw how fun and capable I was due to the lack of all the tools I need (according to others I was supposed to suffer from contamination).
Does your relationship with Azazel and other spirits seem feel different since the pact?
Damn this question makes me believe Azazel sent you. In some way its involved in my pact
anyway, yes the few spirits I summoned showed up quick and answered my questions. To me it felt like I had no power and after I met and worked with Azazel I learned to harness the power that I’m still not sure is it within me or around me but its about connecting to it and guiding it to our desire.
Has it improved or hindered my magic?\
I can’t for sure tell you the right answer right now. The pact is still going and changes are happening and we all know that sometimes in order for us to change we might pass through events that we don’t like. What do they say??? oh yea, through destruction there is creation!
I am a true believer of that and corrently I can see how there are aspects of my life that turned horrible in the logic sense but in my heart I don’t give a fuck I feel really secure and unintentional trust in the process and where I’m going. Without any million summoning of Azazel or demanding or rituals. I mean I have done few but many and requesting and spell casting that’s what I meant. I just believe in him because I seen what he is capable off and I loved his energy comparing to my working with belial which I hate AF. No offense though, king B.
Has it impacted my mundane life any since you did it?
I think you are smart and by now understand that yes indeed it did impact my mundane life. However, as I said its hard to tell the end result but as much as its going through destruction I can see the link to the upcoming creation in order for me to get my desire.
He did something I didn’t like, so I got angry at him and threatened to kill him, he got scared of me, but after a while I told him I was just angry and not to worry
It felt so real that i can remember it.
