Hello everyone,
I’ll try to keep this short and focus on the issue,
I had this relationship for about 2 years, it was my first relationship ever, both for me and for her, there were some problems, for me personally it was her family, but otherwise we were happy in the majority, although we werent the perfect match. In about 2022 sept, I kinda got fed up with her and wanted something more fulfilling, so I did a love spell for me to find a more fulfilling partner (while still in relationship with her, looking back this was the main issue)
Not long after (2022 nov) I actually found someone whom I was looking for,I nailed the main concern, which was to be magickal, both her and her mom was really into spirituality and magick. They were a massive help on my journey and I thank them to this day for it, but the second girl wasnt right either, we ended up splitting, in about a month or two in our relationship. (2023 mid jan)
So looking back I regretted that I thew away the first girl, yes we werent the perfect match but I really wanted to get together with her because the time we spent together were one of the happiest moments in our life, after I spent some time alone, I figured to aid the issue, I would summon an angel to help with reconciliation. Ophaniel to be exact.
We did have a really messy breakup, mainly because of me, and that is why I figured an angel would help me.
(2023 late jan) I did the first evocation and the book said to evoke the angel every 3rd day, maximum of 11 times, the rituals itself were pretty good, I did the 7th evocation just yesterday and it was really powerfull, I had seen Orphaniel from up close and we could conversate, whitch was an entirely new thing for me, to this day it was one of my most successfull evocation (on the 6th and 7th time evoking him).
I kinda felt an uneasiness when I made my request, but I would explain to him the situation and I felt like he listened and assured me of success. (This happened a few days from now)
So today I met up with my ex and we talked, but she was incredibly cold, she was really hurt still and even told me that she slept with someone else (in late jan, so this kinda happened before or around my evocation). But the thing that stood out is how revengeful she was, like the sole reason is to make me feel bad, and it really did, because I would have never suspected something like this from her, we even had conversation in the past that how disgusting it is to do such thing.
After all this I feel devastated, because now I think even restarting our relationship would be a mistake and Im better off looking for someone else…
What should I do next? Was the evocation a faliure? since it didnt solve the issue, she was clearly very rejecting towards me.