Thank you, I am really need to know about selling soul, I grow up with a lot Christian mindset teaching, I have a lot wrong thoughts and wrong understanding about the things I know for many years, I get mislead by religion or some movies I watched.
This thread and the video is like a big slap to my face, is like out of sudden slap me to make me realize myself so stupid and naive that always thoughts we can sell our souls to get something impossible to get or make some impossible task to be done, and I even have a thinking to ignored about we must work hard for what we want.
I was in middle of some difficult time in my life, I facing a lot issues and problems, to be honest, I really can’t solve them all by myself, everything is just go lost control, and what I can do is just see things fails, see things gone, see things broke and broken and is like I am really hard to go on…living.
Is all my own fault, stupid and mistakes, I have to face it myself, and I am so lost my way on how to rebuild everything that already the facts now. I know is time for me to really grow up, and not to keep dreaming all the impossible things…I need time, I need guidance.
I wish to get on track on how to do, step by step to getting things become better, learn from my mistakes and keeps myself away for not doing the same again. I need to accept myself, yes, from all things that happened show that I am failed, but this is not the reason I can keeps on continue to feed my weak. Keep crying and sad all day, not sleep, not eat, go working without heart and soul…is not the way. I am not weak, I have to get up from all of this now…I will try my best…