Okay, so here’s the deal: I have never felt the need or the desire to contact Lucifer at all. He is a spirit that I have never had any particular interest in, or felt any calling towards.
Recently, however, I got a scan from @Micah in the scanning thread and he told me that Lucifer is hanging around me, along with Azazel and a few of the KoF spirits, and he is there with the expressed purpose of “burning away weakness.”
WTH? if you’ll pardon the pun.
I find this information both intriguing and a bit terrifying. I have called upon Azazel before, and am in a relationship with @Eye_of_Ra who is very close to him so I can understand why he would take an interest in me, and I have thought about the particular KoF spirits @Micah named with the intention of summoning them, so I understand why they would be around.
But why Lucifer?
This is the first time I have had a spirit I’ve never called upon or thought about before, pay me a visit. I’ve read about it happening to others on the forum, but I’m pretty well protected by my Higher Self and the bubble around me tends to make me quite insensitive to outside energies so I am a bit shocked that Lucifer has even looked my way.
Which brings me to the fact that I’m a bit scared of him. I do not know why, but I have a fair bit of anxiety about evoking him to “burn away weakness.” I know he is considerably powerful, and maybe it is possible subconscious Christian programming, but I am more afraid of calling him than of any of the Goetic spirits I have dealt with, even the mighty Belial.
I am going to be facing my fear tonight, however, as my curiosity about his presence is stronger than the fear. I want to thank @Micah for pointing me at Lucifer, and @C.Kendall for his thread compiling all the useful information on Lucifer in one place.
I’ll update this with any results I receive.