so what i was saying you said you did use magic to get the girl you want right? how did it end?
also, i understand what are you saying and i agree with you. for instance, i wouldnt force someone to love me by using a demon, i would rather ask them to influence them to come and to have a chat about reconsidering things.
Yes I agree with you as well.
No I was saying I could have use magic but after I sat with myself and combed through my emotions/ reevaluated the relationship, I realized that the lesson was more important than getting her back. I only wish I could set things right between us. The relationship had a very gross ending and just over all isnāt worth trying to patch up. Sometimes, moving on is better then staying miserable together. She was not mine to begin with, she choose him, and held it against me. They used to dry hump and make out under the tree out side my dorm window knowing full and well I was watching. She would guilt trip me and manipulate me. In the end, when it was my last day there and I was openly saying good bye to all the people we hung out with (both of them were sitting there with his arm around her watching me too) she said nothing, she had two other chances and nothing. And the three months after I got home, my friend told me that she said she missed our good Ol days.
What Iām trying to say here is, donāt let things get out of hand. I fucked up bad, and I know I did, she did too. There is not a magic great enough to fix what happend. I just hope she has a good life, with or without me in it.
I donāt think Iāll ever love again.
My situation is nothing like that and definitely not as severe as that. Although this is off topic, I definitely am sorry to hear you went through that. Iām on the younger side as far as age and trying out something new. What happened between me and my ex can definitely be resolved and it is worth it.
Iām sorry to hear you had a hard time, but please note there is a rule against moralizing in working threads.
Nah. Thatās one of the great things about magic. Even if you donāt personally want to use magic on your ex, you could use magic to help yourself forgive and move on. The power is there, may as well use it 
@Darkandlight if I could give you any practical advice it would be this ā donāt accept less than what you want. If you want to be back with your ex, consider whether a hookup is the best way to achieve it, or whether itās just going to muddy the waters. And good luck 
Thank you! I appreciate it. Trust me, I donāt need practical advice coming from āgood old fashioned morals and valuesā or coming from examples of mental illness, etc. Believing in black magick and goetic demons fills me with a life purpose and a sense of joy and power. All I wanted to know is what Lilith is capable of. Iām new to this and learning and so I paid someone else to evoke Lilith to help me. Regardless of any details, sheāll bring him back to me. Iāve rejected other men who are just as attractive (I get more than enough attention from men generally speaking) but the mere thought of another man touching me still repulses me, 4 months after we broke up. Lilith can help me and she will. Hail Lilith!
Hey whatās the update? Did she do it for you?
Kind of, but by then so much time had passed, that I had finally moved on and lost interest in my ex, to this day. I started seeing someone else in February. The new guy was a distraction.
Iām not seeing the new guy either anymore, but I now look back and wonder WHY I even wanted my ex back soooooo badly? Now the thought of him actually repulses me! Itās really strange, all of it. I honestly donāt know what else to say cause Iām at a loss for words as to what I even saw in him to want him back so badly that I spent all that money on spell casters to get him back. Iām actually ashamed of myself now. I cringe when I think about how stupid I was, cause HE WAS NEVER WORTH IT and Iām not even physically attracted to him anymore because of the person he is on the inside