Well, that was interesting.
I set the tablet/sigil…thing on my alter at about 10:00, lit 2 candles on either side, got some frankincense going, and prepared myself by first performing the middle pillar, then the bornless ritual, followed by a merkaba meditation.
I then invoked Metatron, to assist/protect me in the working, as I wasnt entirely sure what to expect.
I’d say around 10:30, i spoke the conjuration, and started to activate the tablet.
Lately Ive been experimenting by putting a playlist of instrumental music on shuffle, to see what works and what doesnt. When the words left my mouth, the tablet started flashing and this came on, and I must say, even in its simplicity, it really made the vibe of the night just perfect.
Anyway, the tablet seemed to interact with me in a way that is hard to describe. It almost seemed to reach out and force my entire body to remain perfectly still…I could hear movement and see flashing in my peripherals, but as much as I tried, I could NOT look away from the tablet. It was a physical impossibility. I gazed deeper and deeper watching the letters flash and move, until they disappeared and I was looking at a blank square.
I felt a tremendous burst of energy hit me in the chest, and travel out of the top of my head, and back into the tablet, creating a feedback loop and tremendous itching. The candles dimmed, and the room brightened somehow, filled with a greenish light. Still paralyzed, I began to feel the way I do at parties, or in crowds…the room was STUFFED with entities, uncomfortably so. I couldnt look around, so I dont know if any came to physical manifestation, but I did see a lot of movement in my peripherals.
I closed my eyes, and the music in the background was drowned out by what sounded like 5-10 voices all speaking in perfect unison. They asked why I had called them forth, and made sure to tell me that this was not a game, and anything I chose to do could have very dramatic effects. I saw a split second image of a chessboard, which I think is fairly self explanatory.
I told them that I was not interested in having a force outside myself affect or rearrange reality for me, and what I had called them for was to assist me in removing any blockages, blinders, binding chains forces from myself, so that I may utilize my power to its fullest.
Im not sure what I was expecting, but it certainly wasnt nothing, and thats just what happened. I felt the hold on my body release, the “crowd” leave the room, and the candles extinguished themselves. (that was pretty cool actually). I was a little disappointed, so I packed up my things ate a snack and went to bed.
I had an incredibly vivid dream where I was walking in what looked like downtown san francisco, with a girl at my side who was leading me to what she said was a special doctor’s office. When we got there, we went inside, and the inside of the office had so much greenery that it looked like a jungle. A very tall man seemed to appear from nowhere. When I say very tall, I mean his head was brushing the ceiling. He had a very “fatherly” feel about him, and he introduced himself as Melchizedek. I said “drunvalo?” and he laughed and said “No…THE MELCHIZEDEK”. I was asked to lay down on a table, and he put one hand on my head, and one on my chest…then sank both hands down below the skin, so one hand was IN my skull, and one in my ribcage…and thats all I remember. I woke up at 3:33, feeling like I was on fire…which is odd because I live in ohio and its like 30 degrees out around that time. I took all my blankets off my bed, took all my clothes off, but nothing helped, I just sat there itching and sweating for what seemed like an eternity. Around 5, I walked around my house a bit, and even went outside naked, but I couldnt lower my body temperature at all. 7 came around and the sun came up, and I collapsed…I felt my temperature go down, WAY down and I was shivering and teeth chattering. I made my way back to bed and passed out until about 3 in the afternoon.
I feel pretty OK now…well, better than ok. My breathing is powerful and effortless (ive had asthma for years), My skin is healthy and glowing, and I just feel…at peace. The day has been pretty surreal though, I went out and got groceries, and it just felt like I was walking through a dream…I had to continually pick things up and touch things and feel them to make sure everything was “real”. Im not sure whats going to happen after this, but I have a feeling things are going to start snowballing really fast after today.