You can try EFT tapping, go to funerals and see dead body up close. If you have a cremation ground near by, befriend the undertaker and ask him if you could help bury to get over your fear of dead bodies. If you have a friend working in morgue, try to sneak in, but always be respectful of the dead bodies.
My personal credo is never disturb the dead, you never know how his/her life was, the dead body could have had horrible death or peaceful death. So it is better to leave them in peace.
I think that eating something is the ultimate form of domination. When I get really angry, I get really vicious and I fantasise about tearing people’s throats out with my teeth or eating their hearts. Disclaimer, I won’t ever do that lol and it takes a lot for me to get that angry. I work for the dying and that regularly includes washing and positioning them after they have died. I can tell you that not all corpses are immediately empty vessels after death has occured, they usually kinda linger for a bit and I talk to them and treat them as if they are still with us. Maybe it would help if instead of looking at them as corpses, you look at them as humans. Are you scared of corpses or scared of death?
Don’t. Eating human flesh no matter how “fresh” is only going to bring you serious (as in, a slow and painful death) health issues. Read this for more info
I mean if I were to ever eat humans I would need to torture them and scare them to get a high from eating them. Human just taste like pork (I know right?). You could overcome this fear by having vivid lucid dreams or by being around the dead, eating them seems like a weird way to go about it.
But I dont really feel the need to consume death and disease on a regular basis. I only eat meat if Iḿ in the hospital or if its by accident.
Have you tried plants? They are much more alive and provide lots of high vibrational energy (who woulda thought right?).
Sorry if this sounds naïve, but if you want to get over a fear, couldn’t you just conjure up will through invocation or evocation? That could be a bit too naïve, so maybe use a tarot deck and divine the reason why corpses freak you out? They freak me out too, but just as disease bags of grossness, not nightmare fuel. Put some distance between me and the soon-to-be rot bag and I’m good.
So divination. Once you have some ideas on what you need to do to brainwash yourself effectively, do some spell work, maybe with a Goetia spirit and ask for the strength to overcome, yade yade yade …