I’m gonna daily update about my journey with this path. Buckle up.
First of all Duke Dantalion, I’m sorry, really sorry. And thanks for half work lol. But I thank you.
So I suck like suck at meditation because I am suffering from panic atttacks. I had zero astral senses lol. Last night smoked two queen sized wed (the we*d is trash) to get into gnosis. First I talked to lord Lucifer. I’m still so skeptical about all these actually so still feels silly. I was panicking if other neighbors don’t come and see me smoking (they smoke too, I live in a toxic country) and I fear my parents more than my any demons lol (I’m in my late 20’s so chill). Lord Lucifer assured me “why you all the time panic, no negative talks, relax, let go, I will ward the neighbors off and no one will know trust me, listen to some music, meditate, you can see things, don’t panic and relax, we always help you, we are always in your subconscious mind and you don’t know it, you gotta master it, upto you”
I talked to lord, venting ranting lol. But my high was wearing off so couldn’t go into gnosis properly because of panic attack. Then talked to King Paimon he said the same. Then Duke Dantalion. For the first time he talked to me gave me attention. He was saying “I know what you want and I can give you want you want, you have to trust me…can you do it?”
I said “yes” I told him “make my crush text me”
He said “okay girly pop hold on” he also asked for a rose i bought. My friends bought flowers for me but I gave to demons (broke rn). I just saved one beautiful rose. Duke Dantalion wanted the rose and another offering he was asking for “watch the Seven movie, tell me why the villain did that in the ending” I said yes but told “I will do if you fulfill my request because last time I gave blood but nothing happened” he was fixating on that rose.
I didn’t experience spooky djinn experiences even I turned off all the lights lol, it was my subconscious talking so I am having hard time to believe and thinking I’m crazy lol. Then I listened to countless enn, evoked bla bla all night. I have no idea who did it actually -_-
My crush liked my text after two days within I played Duke Dantalion frequency in 10 minutes !! But just liked my text !!! That’s not I wanted lol. I jolted out from gnosis and had panic attack. I know Duke Dantalion did it. He was testing me. He’s known as trickster. Then I changed my ig dp with that rose like Pinterest aesthetic style. And said Dantalion “I ain’t talking to you anymore and listened to warding music”
The guy unliked the text after that lol.
I still don’t have astral senses because King Paimon said “you are already depressed, you can’t take it”
So I just don’t know whatever I’m doing and I can’t do divination because I belong in a Muslim family. But from my childhood I didn’t like the idea of religion.
And I also created a boundary no spooky encounter, I have trauma regrading this, scratches bruises in the past while sleeping.
So the demons do take care of me. I turned off the light still nothing. They just communicate with turning on off pc that’s it.
Idk who made him like my text after two damn days. Idk who to offer.
And there were so many voices I stared crying. Like I am torn up within 3D reality and spiritually.
I realized demons don’t like begging, they test you, see how can you take it. In my experience, not like movie possession, how to face emotions. They told me they are always with us. The demons want me to leave toxic guys and love myself, heal myself, but I’m so tired of testing actually, burnt out. They are mentors. They are teaching me “have some goddadmn self respect and love yourself for the love of the god, we can give you but you gonna ruin it, what’s the point, so heal, we are there for you”
I also realized demons also get annoyed by people’s nagging lol. Not angry just don’t give attention. Because for them energy is precious.
Idk it’s my subconscious or them because after invoking them I stopped negative self talks.
Duke Dantalion I understand, I’m sorry for not giving the rose. I still have it and no one claimed it, if you help this girl out, I will give you that rose. Or okay atleast I believe you did half job, so offering you. Thanks again 
If you feel like helping, do it, if you don’t… it’s okay Duke. I am offering the rose and sorry for being shallow. If you don’t help me, I will get hurt but it’s fine no hard feelings.
No hard feelings Duke Dantalion. I’m just a flawed human being.
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