I apologise for this topic in advance. It’s far from politically correct and no doubt will offend. For this I weep bitter tears seeking your forgiveness before you are tainted by this, my missive.
I’m a Magician drug addict: nicotine, caffeine and Aeonics in that order, often together. I got hooked on caffeine as a toddler, nicotine almost forty years ago and Aeonics later on. I can’t say much about my Aeonic work because Aeonics is inherently political. Suffice to state that I started with the very best libertarian intentions.
As to nicotine, I recently purchased the Epuffer Titan X vaporizer together with some of their strongest eliquid and nicotine salts from another website. If you don’t regularly use nicotine this is a great device to introduce you to its psychoactive properties and without going into the glorious details, the psychoactive nature of nicotine has been recognised and used since time immemorial.
Nicotine salts are easier to use and pack a punch, but should be diluted with eliquid until you get your strength just right. Don’t worry about sub-ohm, that’s for cloud chasing show-offs, but purchase the 5 pack atomized coils, 1.0 ohm as only these coils work with nicotine salts.
For me, nicotine has long been an intimate part of my (toxic) Magick and like a lone voice in the wilderness I strongly counsel its myriad uses. The Epuffer Titan X allows you to get a profound hit without the combustion.
I know. Im just being sarcastic lol. Im addicted to caffeine as well. Can’t go a day with out it tbh. Gets annoying, drains the money out of your pockets.
Caffeine and nicotine for me as well. Although I have been looking into switching from cigarettes to vaping so this actually helps me out quite a bit. Might be picking up an Epuffer Titan X.
I too fall in a similar boat haha, I love me some coffee and cigarettes! One of my earliest practices was to lose time meditating while a cigarette burned. Even as i write this, I’m having a smoke break at work, to have some clarity of mind, thinking about its properties of changing a solid into smoke with the power of fire. That good sir, is a magic all on its own
If I want to do baneful work I stop using nicotine. Doesn’t take too long and I’m fucking ready to kill! ‘You talking to me? You talking to me? Well I’m the only one here! Who the hell you think you’re talking to?’ The vindictive hate and red hot anger just gets primordial. Then I work. Then my arm hairs stand up. Then I drip profound amounts of sweat. Then I’m finished and fucked.
After that I reach for the nicotine and the world becomes placid again.
Just do it! And get a spare packet of 1.0 ohm coils. I’m also using nicotine salts diluted in free base nicotine eliquids. As a lifetime pipe smoker the hit from the Titan X is different and profound - although not as profound as smoking N.rustica. This is why it can be used inter alia in Magickal work.
Another thing is the nicotine hit which brings with it clarity. On occasion I have overdosed on nicotine. The first sign if the persistent hick-ups, then the perspiration, followed by lightheaded sensations, the need to sit or lay down and those fucking hick-ups just don’t give in. After these things stop the clarity sets in. It’s only transient, but it’s there. Helps me see more clearly the web and waft of circumstances and how these can be manipulated or exploited just as they are.
Love me some caffeine and nicotine as well. Typically first thing I do when I get to work is get caffeine before anything else. As for the nicotine, I actually switched over the vaping awhile back and have been lowering the nic level on it. I certainly have my days where I want to go back up higher again due to bad days and things of that sort.
Some of my most profound nicotine hits have been using nasal snuff, particularly the dry as dust, powerful as hell American nasal snuffs. These are more difficult to take than the better smelling English snuffs but really deliver. I also use oral snus, generally pouched. When the crash comes I’ll have enough nicotine to see me through. Whilst others are climbing up the wall I’ll be in a nasal snuff, nicotine induced orbit. I also grow and process my own and doing that taught me a lot about how to read the weather, strengthen my patience and get passed defeat.
Incredible! From what I’d previously read I thought to do Baneful magick without it coming back on you you would have to purge all thoughts (including anger) and become entirely regardless. It’s not something I want to try tbh, but we all have a somewhat wrathful side at times. I’d rather try to control myself first, but I am curious as to the machinations. The fact you use nicotine withdrawel as a way to provoke more powerful feelings is a curiousity to me.
