I know you are inundated with requests so this is also for anyone else who is reading that may want to assist me. Ive recently decided that I need to start my practice over and hit the reset button. I was clearly not doing something right and Ive no use for my ego telling me Im awesome when I have done very little to impress myself.
That being said, I would like to speak to someone about mentoring me. I am attempting to go it alone again but it seems it would benefit me to additional guidance. Thanks to all.
@AdamThoth Hi, yes please I need help
I am new and learnt a bit, I am doing evocations and I want to learn more and be succesfull in communicating with theses awsome spirits.
Except for meditations, what can I do to improve this? And how to get under youre wing?
I’m here to help as well. It’s my jam…as they say.
I’m a fairly busy guy, in the day to day but I will never turn down an honest request for knowledge from those who honestly seek such.
Meditations are sometimes a dead end but my void meditation had a purpose behind it. The purpose is to help you realize the abilities you already have. It helps to make you aware of a part of the universe that you have simply never been aware of. If you have not tried this yet now would be a good time. See if it doesn’t help you open up your ability to communicate with the spirits.
I can get a beginner on their feet but don’t expect anything special. So, sure, I’ll talk to someone who needs help but 1) do not mistake my kindness for weakness. I’ll still destroy you if you try anything. 2)I’m very busy, I may be “active” on here but I could be at work and not necessarily able to respond right away, in other words, I’m very busy so be patient and have a care.
I feel i really need a mentor to get past this initial hump ive got, it sucks and its super un-encouraging and one part of me wants to give up but another part of me wants to push forward. I really dont know what to do and im afraid to do anything more until i figure this out.
If you feel lost or severely behind in ascent, well, join the club. My advice … Read articles on here, particularly tutorials. Practice even if you feel like an idiot.
Crowley’s words …
“Work. Work foolishly. Work blindly. It doesnt matter. Work in itself has absolute virtue.”
You cannot be strong with a straight line. Everything evolves at a particular place that designed for itself I naturally move at a slow pace from time to time. It’s no race and it’s not going to be easy or quick. Long winding roads. Sometimes it’s faster other times it’s going to take a while.
Threads like this really help when I feel like a failure. Sometimes it’s nice to know that others struggle with their gifts and path too. I’m not defective after all yay.
I can’t recall if I sent you my cotre shamanism tutorial, I’ll PM it just in case, it’s as safe as magick can possibly get at the beginner and intermediate levels and can be used to support any and all other methods once you get the hang of it.
Anyone else wants it PM me the subject “Tutorial” so as to not derail Adam’s thread.
