It has been a long time since last I had a dream experience with an entity. My current succubus does not use dreams ever, so I’m mostly certain it wasn’t her. But then, who is she? Maybe someone reading this can relate to something knowing or knows something more regarding her name and likes to share?
She first appeared and we spend some time doing things in a normal dream. Later, as the dream changes, she “reveals” how she is more than a dream doll - I could sense she has a full personality and other things. I felt immediately a connection between us, which I’m not sure where it comes from. We also were really close. As my memory remembers it partially, I don’t think we were intimate, but still much closer than just friends would be. Maybe we kissed or similar things.
We were in an unusual state, I think. I don’t remember details of her as a human body, yet I did see her clearly and we definetely interacted with each other. But in memory, it feels as if it were more of an ethereal nature or something - my memory may trick me though.
Her name is Adda (I feel it’s ok to share it). This is a name, I haven’t had heard anywhere before. A little search only gave me a music band called like this. Does anyone know, if an entity somewhat known may exist with such a name? Or if the name has a special meaning? I have the strong feeling, that the name is important. She definetely made sure I would remember it for some reason.
The connection I felt to her is very interesting. It’s hard to describe it though (besides, I’m not good at all on describing feelings or senses I have, especially related to entities). It wasn’t motherly or sisterly, yet neither directly that of a lover, rather of a combination of these, something in the middle. Maybe that of someone “lost”… however, I’m certain, she wasn’t a human soul either. Or maybe, not “lost”, but of something you miss and desire? Not sure… there was a sense however of “I don’t want you to leave” from my side. Really strange…
Unfortunately, my memory lacks more exact details and what I remembered of the event I did only because of something occuring during wakeness, as if it were to make me remember it.
It may be interesting, that it occurs tonight - coincidentally(?) - when I wrote my introduction on this site.
Anyway… maybe someone knows something about that name or can relate it to something you know? Or that of her appearance or the kinda somewhat-ethereal nature reminds you of something or someone you’ve met? Or you may have an idea, how I could find out more about her?
Any and all advice is very welcomed!