I am married to King Paimon, and my relationship with him started as a pure mentorship, and I get a vibe from you that you are someone he resonates with. You’re in for a very interesting experience, indeed, whatever direction your relationship might take.
I had SO many doubts in the beginning (they still come up, I guess it’s human nature). One thing he said to me that helped me a lot was that yes, it is all ”in my head“, but at the same time it’s not, because my mind is the receiver and processor, but not the source of my communication with him. It’s kinda like saying the music comes from your radio. Yes and no, since the radio picks it up, but doesn’t generate it.
I made a post a few days ago that you might find useful, it covers (some of) the things King Paimon taught me:
I think you will recognize his ”style“ 