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Yesterday I saw there was a lot of replays, and I try to read them all, but I was very tired.
My shift at work begins at 1800 and I slep because of my tiredness 
I woke up at 20.00 scared and got there very, very late.
Usually I am this tired when I am depressed, so that’s because I was so scared! (my depression is gonna ruin my life once again??, this can’t be happening!, why I am like this suddenly??, or maybe I am really cursed and I’m gonna be sad or tired forever?? etc, etc…all of the many thoughts I was having).
Yesterday I went to the blog of Gallery of Magick and without expecting nothing I read the FAQ section on “Magkical Protection” and somehow ended up reading all the comments that people posted over there…I read the most old ones and this got my eye rigth away: 
First I want to say thanks to the whole team of GOM books and website, we really appreciate this! I do have several questions:
- Is there physical effects of these spells? I did Magical Cashbook with no issues for the entire length of days. But then I started doing the Magical Cashbook, Sword Banishing, Master Protection Ritual, Protection For Loved Ones, 72 Angels for psychic powers enhanced, 72 Angles for Magical Powers to grow over the next years. Anyways the first day I dd all of these, I felt horrible, like panic attack or something with other effects for several hours it lasted. Everyday since I have been doing these 6 rituals I feel like my ears are full of water, I have headaches, which is unusual for me, and my body feels funny almost like sore in some places or cold coming on, it could have nothing to do with this but its weird how this started happening now. I feel weak as well sometimes and super sleepy. I do not want to stop the rituals though as I know they have certain length of days.
and the anwer was:
2.) Mild side effect can occur, and are usually a sort of tired feeling. If there’s any anxiety, and you’re new to magick, it’s most likely to do with the newness. Magick itself, although stimulating, is a calming influence and will not be the cause. If you do feel too stirred, though, take a break. There’s more on this here; A Touch of the Supernatural – The Gallery of Magick
So in the link posted there is these:
Post-Ritual Tiredness
A drowsiness or tiredness that occurs immediately after performing a ritual. For some it happens every time they do magick. For others it’s occasional, and in some cases it only happens when working with particular entities. This is a harmless side-effect, but one that can be inconvenient because you may feel a strong urge to sleep when you become this drowsy. If so, plan your magick to coincide with your need for some post-ritual shut-eye.
Some occultists insist that drowsiness is brought about because the ritual has drained you, but I doubt that is the case. (If you do feel consistently drained, the situation is easily remedied by using the Light From The Dark ritual from Magickal Riches .) I’ve found that this sort of drowsiness usually occurs because the ritual has been either stimulating or calming, and the aftermath of either state can be a luxurious relaxation. It’s as though the ritual has taken you to a place where you are fully yourself, and all the stresses of the world fall away. When that happens, it’s natural to feel drowsy.
There are also times when this sort of drowsiness occurs for no obvious reason. I’ve heard countless theories about vibrations and energies, but the truth is that nobody knows the actual cause. What matters is that this drowsiness rarely lasts for long, and does not affect results. Occasionally, people report utter exhaustion when performing rituals. In those cases, it’s worth ensuring that you’re using some form of Magickal Protection , to ensure that nothing is interfering with your workings.
SOOOOOOOOOOO It seems my tiredness is not about depression (or at least not completely) or cursed after all!!! Because I started this thread exactly because I was feeling extremely tired!!!
I have so many new questions regarding magick and why I have this, but I think that first of all I have to try Light From The Dark ritual from “Magickal Riches” first, because I think the tiredness it’s not going anywhere.
I will read all of your answers, and I really appreciete the advices, the points of view, the help in general, you all are the best! 
Thank you!!