Good nigth everyone.
I suffer from depression for almost my entire life. Almost don’t know how is life without it…But…sometimes chamans told me I was cursed too. The last time I was ‘cursed’ was when I did a love spell that backfired.
A year ago my sister called me to tell me the person who reads coca leaves for her, told her that I was cursed again. In order to calm my sister I told her that I was ok…not feeling bad, and the curse did not affect me. And never did nothing about it (Tho I’m not completely sure if doesn’t affect me because of my constant depression…symptoms are very symilar)
I bougth recently the “Magickal Protection” book by Damon Brand and started to do the Sword Banishing Ritual and the Master Protection Ritual.
But I am feeling very tired…more than usual. This is because the Rituals are “removing something” or just my normal “lack of energy”???
I have to say that of course I went to therapy, and of course I am taking meds for depression…but nothing ‘improves’…the meds keep me ‘balanced’…but they don’t take away the feelings.