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It sounds to me like you got attached by Archons. Thee are parasites that belong to the JCI control system that don’t want you to ascend. They actually have nothing to do with Lucifer or anything that works for the light, light meaning ascent and freedom. The main thing to know about parasites is they are liars, they always lie about who they are and what they want to keep you confused and looking in the wrong direction for solutions, they block “angels” and guides as well as luciferian energy.
We have a bunch of conversation about how to get rid of archons here. Popular methods are Enoch Petruchelly’s free yt “curse archons for you” video, burning them out of your existence, completely blocking them ignoring them and starving them out, and Cameron Day’s ascension help meditations (of site) to reclaim your contracts that allow them to bother you.
If ant of those work it was Archons, if not then keep looking.