So your not here to help are you? Serious magicians? Serious beginners? So how did you learn then mate? By magic? No you learnt by someone helping you to understand, why you decided to take this path! So don’t be passing judgement on me for trying to find answers. Muppet
Alright that’s enough - @Davyboi if you want a scan, go to the scan SWAP topic you’ve been linked, if you want to just read and watch videos that’s cool, go here: Some Member Resources & Tips.
This book will cover most seeming paradoxes you’ll find regarding what’s “real” and what’s “just in your mind”: The Kybalion PDF, archived link (we don’t trade PDFs on here as a general rule but this one is okay, the text is out of copyright and the edition was given for download from the site that created it).
Do some magick, open a sigil maybe:
See what happens and then come back with questions after you’ve done some of these things. 
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