So I am told by an energy that I am cursed in my previous life by Lakshmi because I raped her. This is little difficult for me to believe because I don’t see any such tendencies in me to rape any person. So those who are in touch with Lakshmi I request help to verify this.
There is a chance I feel it is a curse cause I have failed in everything until now education, career, lost good looks etc without any obvious reason. If anyone wants to help me regarding this It is appreciated.
You didn’t rape a Goddess, that’s ridiculous.
Cleanse and banish, sounds like a parasite trying to upset you. It picked the wrong guy that’s for sure, you know yourself. 
“Life’s a bitch and then you die” is the main reason, welcome to the club! 
We use magick to mitigate the slings and arrows of outrageous misfortune. It’s not necessary or helpful to blame everything that went wrong on the paranormal.
It’s possible that negativity in other lives created energy around you that attracts negativity in this one, but that can be cleared and healed. I say that because I pulled you a card and got “Fate Holder” implying this is connected to how your energy is configured, and your approach could be updated to work around this… I don’t believe in fate, but I do believe in "like attracts like’ and consequences.
if you have the senses open for it, I’d recommend evoking Lakshmi and asking her if she knows what’s going on. It’s your only lead, and you can’t trust randoms.
Then take each thing that failed as it’s own thing, analyze what happened and what you could have done differently, don’t lump them all in together, just work in improving your energy for those things and resolving each issue in it’s own right.
If it transpires that you did indeed harm someone like Lakshmi, connected to her, an aspect or avatar of her, then they’d start by feeling regret for your actions, apologizing to her for hurting her, knowing you’ll never do such a thing again, and forgiving yourself to move forward.
I would also ask Lakshmi herself and see if this is true.
Hi,
I want to provide some context. “Raping Lakshmi” is not a physical act because there’s no way you would be able to have done that in a past life unless you were a Hindu God yourself. But what this may represent is abusing money in a past life.
In Hinduism, Lakshmi is not just the Goddess of money but IS abundance, prosperity, generosity and auspiciousness. Money is a literal expression of Her, so abusing money is abusing Lakshmi Herself. I remember when I was in India I once dropped a penny and didn’t pick it up, my friend told me pick that up right away, that is disrespecting Lakshmi.
If in a past life you obtained money through deception, exploitation, or abuse of any kind… you abused Lakshmi too.
I’m a hypnotist who does past life regressions and a theme I come to often with clients is money past life regressions. My client once found out he stole treasure that did not belong to him and he carried those themes into this life and it was helpful to release and integrate those lessons now. He makes more now than he ever has in his entire life.
If you feel any resonance with what I’m saying, I would seriously consider trying to understand if you did anything like that in a past life through hypnotism or other means and clear it now. Work with Lakshmi, she’s a very loving and the most generous Goddess.
The more you uncover about your past life the more that message may make sense to you.