So it’s quite complex, and I’ve just unraveled all that, but I had a few dreams in series, thinking I had dreamed of different entities, but I think I only dreamed of Beleth.
Following an unconventional breakup, I decided to do a first ritual with Beleth, to bring back the loved one etc. But also with Dantalion, Sitri, etc. It’s been a few days now, I’m staying patient, but I wasn’t always at the beginning because I was “tense” about the situation.
I had a first dream, very VERY special. I was in a big cave, and I was holding the girl for whom I do these rituals by a rope made of plastic, which wrapped around her throat. She looked at me with a lot of love and tenderness, I didn’t want to let go of her, it was the void below her. Without really understanding why, she looks at me and says “if you want us to love each other, you have to let go of this rope”.
In a sob, I let go, and she was hanged, it was horrible, I could hear her moans of agony, reverberated by the cave, the noises of her body hitting the walls in the void, HORRIBLE. XD
Then I wake up, I simply thought it was a dream like “let her go, don’t talk to her I’ll take care of her”, but I was afraid it was also a dream like; let her go, she’s not worth it and let her die in your heart, something I don’t WANT.
I do other rituals, I have a special bond with Asmodeus and so decide to fall asleep with his enn, I fall asleep and have another dream, just as striking, but less violent.
I was in a large plain, which really exists in my city and where I had burned a sigil a day earlier that I had used for a ritual towards her, involving Astarte. In this dream, I see from behind a large woman, on a huge white horse and, next to her, a big white dog too. They were brown, like “freeze” and did not move, but I was scared and ran back, and suddenly I heard the sound of hooves, it was chasing me. I finally managed to get to a crossroads in my city where I could see her, she was looking at me with rage, her horse and her dog were calm. Her hair seemed to “swirl”, like fire, and she literally growled at me, but did not attack me or anything, just challenged me with her eyes, then I woke up, convinced that I had dreamed of Asmodeus.
Except that, for some reason I wanted to look up information on Beleth, and damn he/she is represented on a big white horse, I think I’ve been dreaming of Beleth since the beginning but I don’t know why, my clairaudience gifts not being developed, I don’t know what he/she has to tell me.