[CRAZY] I dreamed of Beleth

So it’s quite complex, and I’ve just unraveled all that, but I had a few dreams in series, thinking I had dreamed of different entities, but I think I only dreamed of Beleth.

Following an unconventional breakup, I decided to do a first ritual with Beleth, to bring back the loved one etc. But also with Dantalion, Sitri, etc. It’s been a few days now, I’m staying patient, but I wasn’t always at the beginning because I was “tense” about the situation.

I had a first dream, very VERY special. I was in a big cave, and I was holding the girl for whom I do these rituals by a rope made of plastic, which wrapped around her throat. She looked at me with a lot of love and tenderness, I didn’t want to let go of her, it was the void below her. Without really understanding why, she looks at me and says “if you want us to love each other, you have to let go of this rope”.

In a sob, I let go, and she was hanged, it was horrible, I could hear her moans of agony, reverberated by the cave, the noises of her body hitting the walls in the void, HORRIBLE. XD

Then I wake up, I simply thought it was a dream like “let her go, don’t talk to her I’ll take care of her”, but I was afraid it was also a dream like; let her go, she’s not worth it and let her die in your heart, something I don’t WANT.

I do other rituals, I have a special bond with Asmodeus and so decide to fall asleep with his enn, I fall asleep and have another dream, just as striking, but less violent.

I was in a large plain, which really exists in my city and where I had burned a sigil a day earlier that I had used for a ritual towards her, involving Astarte. In this dream, I see from behind a large woman, on a huge white horse and, next to her, a big white dog too. They were brown, like “freeze” and did not move, but I was scared and ran back, and suddenly I heard the sound of hooves, it was chasing me. I finally managed to get to a crossroads in my city where I could see her, she was looking at me with rage, her horse and her dog were calm. Her hair seemed to “swirl”, like fire, and she literally growled at me, but did not attack me or anything, just challenged me with her eyes, then I woke up, convinced that I had dreamed of Asmodeus.

Except that, for some reason I wanted to look up information on Beleth, and damn he/she is represented on a big white horse, I think I’ve been dreaming of Beleth since the beginning but I don’t know why, my clairaudience gifts not being developed, I don’t know what he/she has to tell me.

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I would like to add that I thought I was dreaming of Asmodeus, but also possibly of Astarte, who was perhaps asking me to go and bury the rest of the artifacts used for the ritual in this same plain, I had this intuition, but it may just be Beleth who has continued to guide me since the beginning.

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Makes sense because Beleth is the first emenation of the universal goddess of love, thus being astarte, aphrodite, attar’attsr you name it.

All these goddess are Venusian and associated with love. Their common title is “lady” or “mistress” which in Ancient Semitic languages this translates into belet
The same can be said for the female version of baal, which is Baalath

Futhemore, what beleth is, is an emenation of the Goddess of love and an independent being of the title and aspect of the divine femine as “lady” or “mistress”

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Ok!

Great, incredible, that’s a very good sign! Tonight, I’ll go bury the remaining artifacts from the ritual, I’ll keep you informed of the progress of the ritual :slight_smile:

Do you know if I can make him an offering? Something Beleth loves deeply?

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Beleth would love any effort that comes from the heart. Beleth loves it when her/his lesson as are learned and embraced, thus as a literal goddess of love her time with you will be satisfying when you develop a sort sensual love that emenates from you (ik it sounds corny, but self love is the result! It is an amazing by product that you will see working with Beleth)

Futhermore, as for physical efforts and not self oriented as above, putting effort into something like a poem or a drawing as a means of gratitude it’s greatly appreciated. Ascetic pracitces like fasting and dedication a few days or a week to meditating to her only a few times a day.

As for material things, I only offered blood and semen (although its best to retain it) at the start of the pathworking. I aslo offered mangoes, wine and water on separate occasions once.

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Funny, I instinctively offered sperm after my ritual with Astarte.

I also have an artistic career, I thought I read that Beleth was closely linked to art, could it make sense that she communicates so much with me?

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Yes as said in the grimoires, beleth rules over all arts (although its only specified for liberals arts), the spirit is said to appear with music upon it’s arrival.

Art as in music drawing etc is more connected to the emotional part of ourselves instead of the rational self of the liberal arts. Beleth herself is more connected to emotions and love and to the element of air as it’s not well known but many magicians including myself attribute beleth as a storm deity.

The fierce totality of the storm is the male aspect, but once you dissect it and find out that a storm’s basic component is air which is altered in various levels, then beleth reveals her true self as a goddess. So from the intense male aspect, one effortlessly goes into the airy aspect which is more grounded and easy going.

Do you know if there would be a reason why Astarte (or Beleth) would want me to bury the objects used for the ritual where I burned the Sigil? Would there be a reason?

Not really both are essentially the same thing. Which is to forget the ritual.

Burying is most notably found on curses though, but it is burying without looking back at it