Journal Entry 2 - Reality Shift Part 2.
Relationships whether they be social, romantic, family or work have changed.
I entered the deep depths of the abyss and put my life in the hands of the demons themselves.
So far here are the effects off each gatekeeper.
Belial - I Become Unchained.
Belial the immortal resistor, he who bows to nor man nor any god. He is the worthless one and taught the qualities of such a state of being.
I was taught to embody the worthless one, do not seek approval, destroy not only all religious and spiritual dogmas. Embrace Belial and his anarchy therefore, I shall be free.
I have broken the chains on me, that my friends, family and surrounding masses have placed on me subconsciously. I broke those chains and tapped into the ability of resistance.
I resist to conform to society, I resist becoming a sheep following the Shepard. I resist the pleasures which are actually poison and destroy me.
Through this I emerged on the other side of Belial’s night-side desolate desert domain.
I stand there and invoked the spirit of wickedness, I become the immortal resistor, the worthless one, the wicked one, a god of anarchy.
Spiritually I then begun the black alchemy of Belial, destroying all that’ll hinder me in this becoming on the path of outer darkness.
I was thrown from the scorpion infested desert, into a dark chamber. In a ancient hallway of a black pyramid, gazing upon the gate of Amaymon.
Amaymon - Becoming The Black Sun.
Opening the gateway of Amaymon and beginning my pathworking with this being, I was taken to the seed of darkness. There I gazed at it with the lord of the black sun by my side.
Through daily dedication I performed the serpents breath invocation. Opening the dragons eye within me, breathing the venomous breath and converging the three pathways in my being into the centre of the seed of darkness.
Amaymon taught me the importance of balance, through becoming the black sun, you become a beacon of darkness. As the all consuming black core awakens, shining from it is the light of Lucifer-Amaymon. As the currents intertwine and become one, the black light of the black sun emanates from you.
Through darkness I become enlightened, through the black light I became enlightened. Amaymon the enlightener, through dark enlightenment and illumination. I could see what had previously been hidden In my life, I saw those who worked against me and all the obstacles before me.
Through the activation of the dragons eye, my spiritual sight increased. Once the obstacles had been observed I tapped into the dark core within me and breathed the venomous breath upon all that blocked me and my becoming.
Afterwards I could see problems unfolding and those who were once trouble had been dealt with. Spiritually I became more evolved, mundanely all those against me were no longer involved. I had changed in other ways which I can not talk about too much either.