So, I’ve decided to make this journal to chronicle my journey with Lucifer.
I decided that I would work with ONLY Lucifer as far as the Demonolatry pantheon goes.
So in this post I will put my experiences so far, and then subsequent posts, of course, will follow the journey. Maybe some of this will help others, and if anyone has any comments or insights on anything…please let me know! Thanks!
So here goes:
In my first invocation with Lucifer, (done with sexual energy) I was shown the following things:
- A man in the distance, dressed in white…looked like it might have been a toga, but I’m not sure as he was so distant that he was small in my vision.
- A Sugar Skull
- A Cinderella style coach with a golden door.
After this invocation, I had a dream in which someone pulled two oracle cards. One of the cards, I forgot what it was. The other card had a picture of Lucifer and the name of the card was Noble. The message that was given with the card was pride.
As I thought about this dream and it’s meaning, I began to experience a very powerful and intense energy build up in my chest, around my heart chakra and a strong sexual current flowing through my body, causing an arousal as well. I understood this as a confirmation from Lucifer. (Over time, I have come to believe that this is how Lucifer lets himself be known to me…at least sometimes.)
Another time that I invoked Lucifer, I asked him to show me how I can envision him. He showed me three things:
- A torch
- A man running with a torch
- A large man with large white wings
This was not exactly what I was expecting to get, but it makes sense of course, him being the Light Bringer and all.
At another time, (last Tuesday 10/1) I attempted to invoke Lucifer. I noticed that as I was chanting enn etc…that the incense smoke started coming toward me in an interesting and unusual way. It then started moving slowly and then went back to normal. During this ritual, I asked Lucifer to bring me a $5 bill the next day if he had actually heard me and been present in the ritual. I never got the $5 bill…which could mean that he didn’t hear me…but I didn’t necessarily jump to that conclusion…there could have been other factors…
an interesting note is that when I am doing ritual, attempting to contact Lucifer, I don’t really feel any changes…especially not that energy in my chest that I mentioned. I only feel that in non ritual moments when I am thinking about Lucifer or trying understand something. It comes almost like a confirmation that I am on the right road…or that yes, he is hearing me.
Yesterday (10/8) I went to the park on my work break to take a walk. While at the park, I sat and did some brief chanting of Lucifer’s enn. It was a windy day. As I was chanting, I noticed that the wind seemed to die down quite a bit and almost stop. I did some praying and thanked him etc…
As I was leaving the park, I looked over at the building that is on the grounds. The garage door was open and it was very dark so that I couldn’t see anything inside. As I walked past it, I imagined seeing a sign from Lucifer…I imagined seeing him in the garage, or illuminating eyes looking at me. The whole time, there was a car sitting in the garage right there that I couldn’t even see. As I was imagining the eyes, someone turned the car on and the headlights flashed at me, almost like blinking eyes, before staying on. I took this as a nod from Lucifer of course. It was funny, because that garage was completely dark, so much so that I couldn’t even see the car…then the lights flashed on…Lucifer brought the light! lol.
I asked Lucifer to help me with getting my real estate license…to bring the light to me to help me understand and grasp the information I am learning. I did divination to find out if he accepted and he said yes, and that no offering was even needed. He simply said that I should activate his sigil and put it in my books. Later last night, before going to night class, I activated the sigil and put it in the book.
Just some notes:
I take Lucifer’s lesson that he wants me to learn right now as the one about Noble/Pride. I figured out that this was Lucifer telling me to be Noble and have pride in myself and what I bring to the table in all situations. But what stood out was the implication in spirituality. He was telling me to come to the Spirits with Pride and Dignity, standing in who I am and what I was created with. To come divine spark to divine spark. That I should NOT come as a groveling slave…the way that some religions consider humans. I should not come begging and groveling, but I should come with pride and dignity. This does not, to me, mean arrogance. It merely means to come with some self respect. This lesson applies in my life in general though, not just spirituality. I am still working on learning this lesson.
I use sexual energy as my primary way of connecting. I once made an offering of sexual energy while using poppers. I used it at the time because I thought it would help to heighten the energy and intensity. He let me know however, that he did not like that. Oddly, shortly after doing that (it was a while ago now)…I haven’t had much desire to even use them at all (I have used them a few times since, but not much, and lately not at all.)
I notice that for some reason, I have this idea that Lucifer or the other Demons will make themselves known in some drastic way, rather than subtle ways like all the other spirits I’ve worked with. I guess this comes a bit from conditioning. So I’m still working on breaking them.
This is all I have for now. All comments and insights welcome, and more posts coming soon!