I constantly feel like I don’t belong here not in a sui…dal way just to be clear about what’s NOT my intend but from a I see and think deeper than most people do I see the Idiocracy the use of power for selfish and making stupid rules just to use the power I see that despite my low IQ this is not me being political only me being truthful about what I experience
I’m also very direct about how I feel about everything and I believe in individuality I feel like if I were to work in society I would be fired just for being myself because most people believe every word they hear without thinking deeper than what they hear maybe it is scary to understand that the world is not like what they believed it to be
I simple want to live without feeling that being myself is bad for myself
Just to be sure I know that there are also still beautiful and positive thing’s in the world don’t worry
So can Lilith help me with this and if yes is there a beginner friendly way to contact mother Lilith?
Work places usually have clear boundaries you can easily follow. You don’t need to tell every person you meet what you think all the time.
Work place people can be freinds, but most of the time you just need to do the job you agreed to do when you accepted the job offer, you don’t need to bring your personal issues to work and that doesn’t infringe on your individuality.
Use the search for “first contact tutorial collection”, there’s several easy ways in there and you should heed the warning about having good protections set up. Pick the method that feels right for you.
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I entered my astral temple today. running my hand along the skull candles in the middle of the room. going towards my throne taking My favorite skull from the right arm rest and sitting. normally blood drips from it’s eyes. but now a purple red flame ignited from the skull and floated to the middle of the room. after a while it floated to the ritual area. And diablo 4 Lilith just stood there with her back turned towards me. then her head turned towards me. after that focusing became hard and I just opened my eyes. I felt tired after that I experience being tired. mostly after 10 minutes in my astral temple but this was mostly 5 minutes
I only used my intuition in this I consciously didn’t let emotions or thoughts influence me it was pure intuition
Is it even possible for a entity just to pop up inside an astral temple?
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Nice work! 
I think yes, but it would be very hard to do on purpose - they have to find you first - and randoms are usually not a threat. This is what I call your “personal astral”, so they’d have to first find you and then find this space in your mind. Like using the search function, that’s hard to do when you don’t know it exists.
Of course, now you’ve told all of us about it so there’s now awareness in the collective astral as well, but it’s unlikely anyone or their attachments would show up deliberately.
So you mean if Lilith was really in my astral temple then she knows of my existence and that I have an astral temple?
Yes, this is your own world inside you, you have an astral temple now.
You have been inviting her into your life even with this thread, and she would have heard that. Just keep doing what you’re doing and enjoy the journey 
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before I saw mother Lilith. I made an altar for her on Pinterest maybe that did something too.
is an altar just to have an place dedicated to an entity or is it more?
I think it varies. I use altars for ongoing workings to let energy build. Some use them as devotional spaces like a mini church. It’s up to you I think how you want the space to work for you. But I’d say it’s about you as much as any entity you invite to it.
This shit was pretty Weird. I entered my astral temple just going to my throne sitting on it. and seeing that I was Lilith my first reaction was just opening my eyes. second time I entered as my magical self. visualizing it’s body and again going to the throne. she was sitting on it I sat on the throne facing trough her and I was Lilith again. standing up out of the throne seeing the most pissed and disappointed look from her. And I left just thinking why she would test me this way. and I thought I was being scared to offend her. that’s why she logically would test me. I entered again as myself entered the room she was sitting on the throne. I said hail mother Lilith she put her hand out and I sat watching trough her eyes. after that the fear of offending her was gone I feel at peace.
It’s really something to experience this I still don’t know what to feel about it
I also bought books about Lilith to learn more about her
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How to get a better connection with an entity because my intuition says that beyond my astral temple communication is an absolute disaster is connecting with mother Lilith’s energy an good idea to better the connection I know about invocation but I haven’t been able to find any step by step process how to do it
Just keep on track doing what you’re doing, it comes with practice.
There’san invocation tutorial in the First Contact Titorials Collection thread if that helps.
I put them all in bookmarked so I could easily find them
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