I apologize for intruding but I remembered a pointer that might prove useful. I abandoned the idea long ago yet these threads can provide an interesting possibility for you to investigate:
Reality Shifting questions and advice for you guys
Is the Reality you shift to actually real and if not at first, can you make it
Honestly its a rabbit hole and I found what the Samael-Azazel said “the grass is greener on the other said” to had been my case but if you are sure about it you do yours 
The less you read the better, read to get the general idea, ponder and digest slowly.