I’ve done plenty of thinking on this, considered many different ways forward, but I want to see what advice others might offer in my situation.
To keep it short, I am faced with a very difficult decision, I live in CA, and my son (4 yrs old) lives out of state, several hours flight from where I am in CA. His mom and I are not on good terms, in fact, we hate each other. My son is growing up without me, realizing that problem, I need to resolve it; but I don’t want to move where she lives, it’s out in the middle of nowhere, with little to no careers options, culture, etc…and my entire life is based in CA.
My job (though I work remote most of the time), my film studio, my band, my martial arts practice, and of course, my entire family live in CA. It’s terrifying to think of moving away and shutting down or putting on leave, all of my life in CA. Obviously, I love my son and need to be in his life actively, so the only option is to move, and that’s what I’ve been planning on. Trust me when I say I’ve thought of everything, and there is a court ruling that fucks me hard…I just simply don’t want to leave my home.
I started thinking there might be a magickal solution, perhaps I can bring him to CA permanently, perhaps I can use magick to change reality in accordance with my will. I’ve done much research on spirits to work with, and have planned out a ritual for this. If anyone has thoughts, ideas, or positive feedback, I would be truly, eternally grateful.