This is not something I would normally do, but I am reaching out for help from someone who really knows their stuff. Here goes…
I am able to call forth any spirit into the physical world as a gateway. I usually use this ability to heal people in real time (I have over 150 or so examples of my work posted on instagram.) But I am also able to do much more outside of the astral (inside too) in real time, with massive amounts of energy.
But there is an issue. The Camazotz (Death Bat) has latched onto me since I was born, through karmic entanglement (enslavement.) My incarnations have been generated as a sacrifice to the entity.
So it ruins whatever it can (basically everything.) but I figured I defeated it years. Turns out it has the ability to split itself into legions (sort of like a hive mind. Originally I had the assumption it just had a lot of followers or there were just alot.) Also, it had a backdoor within me. Soaking up my life force. Easy to deal with, right?
Well, all of that energy I mentioned? It only goes outward. It makes visions difficult in that I have to spend more time than I should, that goes with all other types of internal work. It blocks me out, but not other people.
I had my apprentice work on me, she saw the Camazotz, soaking up my life force at first and she described my own enemy perfectly. It attacked her immediately, but the thing is less strong but more annoying and infinitely persistent. Since then I have had her work on me regularly and it always has something else. She sees a semblance of a barrier, which she (tried) to remove but she doesn’t have the expertise. This keeps me from being able to do my work at it’s full potential. I cannot call energies within my body, for example. Everything starts external except the minimum (now including true-sight.)
So one day when I was working on someone, a vision of myself came up, within the shielding. It’s true nature. It’s clusters of ice and diamond that sort of can be chipped off. More on the left side of my body than the right which also effects my sense of touch on both sides of my body at varying sensitivity. It also regenerates after I (very slowly) am able to chip away at it, or if my apprentice removes it. This helps the Bat Demon’s portal stay open inside of me without me, personally being able to deal with it in this way.
I’m really to trade, barter, pay or whatever else. I need this fucking barrier gone so I can get inside of myself again.
Also the Bat Demon itself wants like 3 generations of souls or some crap in order to leave me alone, so there is no talking to the stupid thing. I go way back with the dumb piece of shit.