My list for this week isn’t full so I decided to spend all of my time meditating and exploring what I feel.
This time I used the Prana and Privthi mudras along with the one I somehow intuitively made for self power. This combines Earth and Root, which I used very heavily for this session.
I also decided to go in this session shirtless to see if I could experience any sort of different physical feelings. I also wanted to absorb more energy this time so I figured that by being in a more natural state of body, I’d be more open to absorption. Keeping the pants on though 
It lasted about 37 minutes this time.
My 3rd eye breathing was much more noticeable this time, and at one point it felt like there was a thick layer surrounding it.
At one point it felt like someone had draped a wool coat around my shoulders. It was very cozy, and I have one that feels similar. I didn’t invoke any spirits until the very end, but this was definitely a notable moment. I didn’t open my eyes or interact with the gesture because frankly who knows where I was at in time and space.
Intuitively, I figured it was one of my friendly spirits who decided to meditate with me while I continued. I guess they must’ve thought I was cold.
By the time I was holding my Mudras, I felt a nice consistent vibration throughout my chest and stomach. I felt whole which is what I seek during meditation.
I recited to myself:
”I am my own God
The Earth is my Energy
I am my own Power”
While I continued meditating. Whispering it might I add.
I called to the Earth and said ”Give me your energy” and acted as if I was grabbing at the ground.
I held my hands at my hips and upwards in a claw like shape. It felt like I was holding a bowl with marbles rolling around in it. From finger tip to finger tip.
I squinted my eyes and it looked like there was a smooth rock in my hand.
(By squinted I mean like start with your eyes closed fully, and as soon as you can see even a little blurry vision kind of squinting)
From here I took this hand shape and turned my arms inward and pulled it up to my chest as I inhaled slowly as if I were to absorb the energy in my hands.
I held my Mudras for Power once more, and bowed down in a fetal like position. I wasn’t sure why I did this, but my intuition had a good reason for it. Trying to make the most of it: I imagined that my 3rd eye was connecting with the residual energy on the ground.
I went back in Seiza and held Solve Et Coagula while I invoked the power of Baphomet and recited to myself something like
”I am whole, I am Belial, For the Earth is my Power, As Above So Below, For I Know Myself and Themself For I am The Child of Baphomet”.
After this, my 3rd eye breathing was strong and I could feel it almost physically reacting like a mouth with contractions.
It was a very intimate moment but it brought me a lot of peace of mind. I’ve been having difficulty breathing lately likely because of the absolute dumpster fire of weather we get in the summer, but breathing was much easier and came without thought unless I accidentally broke focus.
Post meditation: I feel very relaxed and my mind doesn’t feel cluttered at all.
For being this in detail, @Mulberry I’d like to ask what stands out to you and what you think some of the things I experienced could mean or represent.
