Currently am looking into japanese stuff, but cant ignore the huge load of buddhist shit in there.
~Very prominent is the heart sutra, in relation for exorcisms and blessings and shit.
But personally, i cant really stand buddhism.
All they wanna do is to kill themselves, everything about themselves physical and spiritual, until nothing but the tiny fart of divinity is left.
~in a state without desire or perception. Disgusting.
I know. The whole selfdestruction is objective, but my dislike is subjective.
Anyway, the point of this rambling is that i seek to utilize japanese ways on gettign shit done. ~Would it be a short- or long-term problem if i used buddhistic material occaisonally?
Heart sutra means supposedly: âForm is emptiness (ĆĆ«nyatÄ), emptiness is form.â
That itself doesnt have to be bad, as the universes each are in some void-egg thingies. ~I just felt this disgust when i considered the buddhist intention behind those words.
I know its not the best idea to look for translators and historians for magical material -as that ends up with Anthony Cummins (yes thats his real name) giving out talismans without means to charge them.
~But magic in japan is historic, with the onmiyoji having been practicing a weird mix of shinto, buddhist, taoist and other stuff.
BTW: taoism is hardly a religion, its a umbrella term for a lot of schools of thought.
they had a literal ministry of magic a few hundred years ago.
~so i felt, despite Anthony seemingly not practicing, that he could still provide actual information.
Try kuji in, void ninjutsu magic. Is the magic that allow ninjas to use the darkness, the void and the elements. Has its own mantras and mudras and excellent for LHP. Ninjas were mostly Killers in secret clans and kunoichis deadly femmes fatales
About the use of buddhistic material, according to Evola in his âDoctrine of awakeningâ, some elements are common to other paths too and suitable for, to make 2 examples, pursuing mundane goals or even a demonic ascent.
i manage to fast for about 5 days on average.
~tip: if you fast, take acaffeine, it will be much more painful, but also give you a manic predatory focus.
But is it fasting if you force yourself out of necessity or more effective to choose to fast out of choice?
I fast sometimes, but I need to keep myself grounded too or I end up missing what Iâm looking for floating around and it gets confusing then from what is my own bullshit and what is my own wisdom
a friend kept insistign that my root chakra jsut needs to be fixed,
but the moment i started excessively chantign chakra seeds, parasites and "over-charged"ness got more frequent.
im pissed at myself. I should be stronger, to break and bend them damn atheists and christians, who make things needlessly difficult,
and each ounce of well deserved aggression im supposed to gulp down, as those cowards would hide behind thugs with badges, guns and bulletproof vests, if i did not.
I also dont like, that i had to call up demons to take care of some people for me. ~I dislike that i was not strong enough to take care of it myself.